editor victoria’s comment ~ i have been getting those INTENSE to-the-bone chills as well – and today happened a few times – my mate and i both at the same time. i shake all over. last night i had one of those moments in bed and my entire body lay there and shook (deep within i should say – at the cellular level). i bundle up in layers – heavy blankets – heated buddies (rice inside small pillows – microwave to heat up). i also had a new experience where my head/brain was shaking last night. it didn’t hurt – just felt strange.
and i began hearing a different tone in my ear too – heard it today while in the bathroom and i thought “hmmm that’s a new one”…..earlier this evening i suddenly felt i was not here – felt i went someplace else and could see a flash of an image of another kitchen (i was at the kitchen sink here). after that i really felt out of it and stumbled into the bedroom and slept for about an hour. my mate had the same feeling – our child as well commented. also relating to the challenge to speak – tonight reading to my girl i could not pronounce the words i was seeing – i KNEW what they were and could SEE them but getting them out of my mouth in a way that made sense – finally had to stop. and as she says – “they” will be at it until the last moment – something i have felt and been saying for over a year.
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Published on Mar 2, 2019
