I’ll know….a ramble…..

 

I’ll know we’re out of this frequency/energy when deception is not allowed.  I don’t like deception.  I don’t like it when I see people listening to disinfo channels – knowingly – but doing so to get some truth.  I don’t like it when I do it either.  At this place in the game, there is so little I trust.  I trust myself – what I desire.  What I want.  And that’s it because there is a lot of myself I can’t trust because I CAN NEVER TRULY KNOW MYSELF IN ANY EXPERIENCE OF DECEPTION – where knowledge is withheld, controlled, etc.

I have questions.  I want to know where I was before I entered this realm.  I want to know where I’ve been.  Who I’ve been.  I want to know exactly where I am.  I want to know what is outside of this realm.  I want to know how to teleport – how to fully manifest.  I want to know what trauma’s are still buried in my “reptilian brain”.  I want to know how to f’ing release them.  I HAVE THE RIGHT TO KNOW ALL OF THAT and more.  

Not liking today – the closer it got to be the end of today that is.  I am seeing the matrix trying to manipulate the children now with their false narratives – they were already doing that to the adults.  Seen it several times – and saw it with an experience my girl had.  Until they are out of our consciousness,  NOTHING will change.  Truth will remain buried and difficult to fully see/know/experience.  This is nothing but a giant convulated deceptive realm and the next time someone makes some lame ass comment here about this being a divine realm but it sucks because we have lessons to learn is going to get permanently blocked.  I don’t have time nor wish to waste my energy on engaging in that type of conversation.  And why people come here when they obviously don’t align with what I feel and know and perceive – T R O L L S.  Passive aggressive b.s.  Matrix poking.

Oh and btw – who the “f” is this queen of canada – queen dromala or whoever she is?  How did she get to be in charge?  Even if the military installs – that’s a f’ing coup.  If the people don’t get to choose, it is just another dictator.  And NESARA/GESARA – so over that too.  The fancy currencies.  The crypto.  The 800 numbers (I walked away from that crap a few years ago when I heard this:  “when you visit with your financial planner at the bank, you have to prove to them you will do good with your money.  you will help humanity.  this isn’t about you – this is about humanity.”).  I finally said “ef it” to that scam.  If it’s MY money – no one has the authority to tell me what to do with it.  I don’t need to jump through someone else’s hoops.  Wealth is abundance and that is a Divine Right.  Anyone attempting to power over you with that – with YOUR abundance – is not your friend.

And there’s talk about the CEO of Pfizer being arrested.  Not saying he isn’t a royal scumbag who doesn’t have it coming – just had pause at what I read.  The red flag for me was reading the police ordered a media blackout.  lol  Really??!  The police have that power to over-ride the constitution?  Also seeing articles of chelsea and cuomo – all at gitmo.  Again – zero proof.  I am not saying the originals aren’t gone and we are seeing actors – I am pretty confident that is the case for most of the big evil players.  Discernment is a pretty necessary tool.

I think it’s time again to detach and go chill with something more pure – something that doesn’t talk back or attempt to control.  Something like a pastry.  Chocolate ice cream.  Diamonds are a girl’s best friend.  Nonsense.  Diamonds are over-rated, over-priced and the practice of mining them is horrid.  Nope.  A girl’s best friend – this awakened girl – this awkward doesn’t belong here girl – for me, food is my best friend.  It never disappoints.  Unless it contains onions, spicy peppers and anything that creates sulfur.  Those things can stay behind.  I’ll take my fruit, cheese, bread and chocolate Home.  That will be TO GO please.

lol

Love,

V.

 

Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

9 thoughts on “I’ll know….a ramble…..”

  1. WOW! time to accept the fact you live on a plane of “duality”…the extreme Evil we are witnessing only testifies to the Sacred here, NOW! Yin and Yang..You only have the ‘now’..try being grateful for your “present”…if we didn’t have the veil of ‘forgetting’, you might be on some ego-trip of who you ‘were’ rather than embracing who you ‘are’! Creator makes no mistakes…It can ONLY experience ‘duality’ through US! Even Judas had a “sacred” mission……

    1. all you have ever done is come here and argue with my pov. so perhaps it is time to accept the fact that YOU may be wrong and YOU may be falling for a mass matrix-created deception. if YOU wish to be in an experience of forgetting who you are (which is deception = evil), go for it. I DO NOT CONSENT. and if you were a truly awakened being you would respect that. but you aren’t – and thus, you don’t. so good bye to you.

  2. “I CAN NEVER TRULY KNOW MYSELF IN ANY EXPERIENCE OF DECEPTION” so true, ready for truth so we can know ourselves

  3. PREACH. 👏 Yeah, the deception down here in clown-world is not just “getting” old, it’s already decrepit and needs to be buried. 💀 But I know what that is, and can (sort of) deal, because I expect it from the NPC’s and the bad guys. My major pain is with “heaven” or “upstairs” or whatever people want to call it, deceiving or leading on people who are most definitely NOT on Team Evil and don’t deserve to have our chains jerked. When I said as much on Gab, complaining that I’d asked 3 times and got that we would be out of here in a month (which clearly didn’t happen), someone replied that sometimes upstairs will mislead you for the greater good. Um… How is deception ever “good?” Especially when the person being deceived IS good? I don’t see it. Their point was that it probably served some strategic purpose, misleading the dark, etc. Okay, fine, if I was in on it and agreed to that, but I wasn’t and didn’t, and being misled like that made me look and feel like an idiot. I can’t even trust my “higher self” now, if even that, my OWN intuition, is lying to me. So, what do I trust? 🤷🏻‍♀️ FEELS on everything you said. I’m right there. Until we’re out of here, there’s just no way to know and be sure.

    1. who the hell said heaven deceives for the greater good? we don’t know sheot here other than this place is run by evil and those of us awake (enough) know it and want them out of our experience and our FREEDOM. you’re not an idiot – you are a beautiful Being who is in a war situation surrounded by deception – and yes on both sides. kinda makes me feel like i am powerless – not knowing what both sides do. makes me wonder if it’s just two factions of evil (one less than) fighting it out for us. that’s where my mind goes now. don’t like it – but how in the hell are we to fight an enemy we can’t even f’ing see?

      1. Someone on Gab said it. I’ll message you there with a screenshot.

        And thank you for saying that. 💕🤗 I guess I just feel like, “oh no, it happened again, didn’t it?! I got played.” 😔 If I haven’t already told you, I got deceived by false light entities before & after 2012, and a lot of bad things happened. I called them out on being liars, lying and leading me on, and they turned on me and showed their true colors. For the next several years, I was under heavy spiritual attack. I nearly lost my mind and almost died. I prayed to God, heaven, whatever is truly GOOD, to help me, save me – and no one came to stop it. Because I’d had a lifetime of spiritual warfare, I knew how to fight back, and finally it stopped. For a while. I was under spiritual attack like that again after what I believe was a false twin flame setup several years ago, and once again, I called out for help, for nothing. No one came to save me. Fortunately, I’d learned my own spiritual strength and fought back, and stayed alive. To spite them more than anything – I’ve never wanted to be here. 😔But I’m so gun-shy now about trusting anyone or anything outside of myself, and to be wrong about something so important… I’m with you, I think yes, there are factions of evil and less-openly-evil (I call them false light), fighting over us. I’ve fought both. I want to believe in the third faction (that Trump is aligned with), that they’re better, that it is heaven and they’ll help and then have some reasonable explanation when we’re out of here – but I just don’t know anything anymore. I know what I want, what I don’t want, and that my core nature is good, so I trust myself. And I trust you, because I feel you’ve earned it. But beyond that… I feel lost at sea.

    2. That is just awful, and I am so saddened to hear you have to experience such a deep sense of…betrayal, treachery, and feeling as it its a betrayal from your own internal governance.

      Like, I can understand this perspective of “throwing the dark off” with timelines and intuitive hits and all that…in theory. But this whole feeling misled, to the point of questioning ones one intuition and sanity is some kind of severely unethical boundary violation. I wish that on no being in creation. It makes me feel like “our kind,” those of us who are all the way over the false light, spiritual bypassing nonsense, where we can no longer consent to contorting and pretending the many many predictions and messages “weren’t wrong” just “intentionally unclear” to save us from the adversary. omfg!

      I will say, though…I am remembering my ohana and I last year doing a plant medicine journey together, and my partner and I got this sense that the work we were doing was somehow under a shroud of unknowing…like, we were operating with such a purpose-filled but also amnesiac state that we were able to operate with the adversary unable to track our efforts and us to assist with the push to the new new we all know we deserve to experience right now and forevermore.

      To put another way: “We agreed to a mission, but if we consciously knew why we were going there or what we were doing, it would have been easily manipulated.” An interesting potential.

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