I forgot to share this.
I was in a new place – new scene – which was not familiar to me. There were homes scattered across an otherwise beautiful landscape. It felt very rural – farmland type landscape. There was a bunch of people in water. The water kept rising and most kept wading out into the deeper water – willingly. I felt some wanted me to go with them – and I had the brief desire to help them – but I knew they really weren’t “seeing” me. I also knew this was NOT a journey for me. So I said my “nope not my monkey” and walked out of the water – headed towards this beautiful sunset off in the distance. Reds. Oranges. Purples. The sky was brilliant where I was headed and the light of the sun felt like it was exactly where I wanted to go.
The experience ended.
I’m tired, boss. Can we just go Home now? (I tried watching The Trump Card documentary – I couldn’t get into it. I appreciate the work shown – but it simply doesn’t feel like my experience or anything in which I align.)
Love,
Victoria
Right there with you on the tiredness. Everything is exhausting and requires more sleep,and already sleeping all the time. I don’t even care if I eat anymore (and food was one of the few comforts). I’m so ready for this to be done and exit the construct already. Let’s get this “hear the bell and go” show on the road!