Life is feeling very precious right now. I feel as though I am in a place of mourning, resting and also in a holding pattern of getting ready to say good bye to all that once was. Like being on a very very long holiday.
Some “I wish I had” stuff is coming up and I’m allowing it all. This is not the first time I have had this experience but it is feeling deeper and more intense. More authentic.
I had another dream where I was having energy in my spine activated. It was all voluntary. There were many other Being’s there – not all were opting to have this done. I walked up to a man who had quite the accent. He was very knowledgeable and had a sense of purpose. He took my right hand and at the tip of my finger (middle) he made it possible for this grayish substance to come out of me. (I was not sure what it was – upon awakening I thought to the movie matrix and the grayish goo – all I know was I felt quite the relief when it came out of my finger.) He then ran his hands up my spine – just once – pausing at each energy point – and wow – did that feel great. Light. Release. HUGE release. He then put a tent over me – kind of like a sensory deprivation tent – which at first i thought “nooooo claustrophobia” but the experience was pleasant – and very peaceful. I stayed in it only for a brief period before I removed it – happy and energetic and wanting to go help those still in the room.
Then I woke up.
I have continued to feel this “something is about to happen-break free – change” off and on for awhile but wow is it palpable and intense now.
The need to let go of it ALL – right there in my heart. It feels as though this is just going to all end – not a gradual fade away but abruptly. Not in a violent way – not at all. Just one moment all is as it is now – chaotic and overwhelming – then the next moment, it’s just done. And all that matters is each other and love.
So now, today, I am going to hold my family close. I am snuggling with my girl – holding her close. Doing some fun crafty things. Playing in the pool. And just fully relishing in each moment – finding the connections – the heart connections. Letting it soothe me – awaken me – ground me.
Have a beautiful one, everyone.
Victoria
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