when i awoke this morning, i felt a heaviness. it wasn’t overwhelming – it was almost a gentle heaviness – a mix actually like part relief part sad – quite somber overall. i tuned in – knew it wasn’t mine. i again felt it was a loss of some kind. some sadness but also this knowing – this is all for a reason. a purpose in the loss.
well i pushed that aside and tried to find the answer in my logical mind – what would make sense? my original feel or was it a continued mourning for the shootings. so i tried to settle into the idea that it was the collective mourning the shootings and hesitantly held onto that theory all day – and yet – i could not fully mesh with that within.
so i tuned in again later this evening and i thought perhaps it was more cleaning up – like some “bad actors” getting removed. i returned to what i felt this morning – and that just felt more right. in war there is loss – of the “good fighters” and the “bad doers”. if that’s what happened last night and into the start of today, that would explain the rather paradoxical feeling of heaviness i had this morning. whatever this “loss” – it felt significant – big enough for me to feel that is.
and then i was guided to check Trump’s tweets before going to sleep and i found this very interesting re-tweet from June 6 – commemorating the 75th Anniversary of DDay. why would he share this again? and on the 6th – 2 months later? perhaps something DID shift today in the battle behind the scenes. significant progress along with significant loss of life – which is what DDAY was.
this war is as we know is largely behind the scenes. it has to be. it isn’t as though we were invaded by an outside enemy suddenly and quickly. we were hijacked and invaded long ago and have been enslaved in a VARIETY of means for, well, who knows how long. this enslavement has become just a way of life – blinding the masses to the true danger of it, the insidious nature of it. so announcing a plan of war in such a situation would be very destructive to that plan. unawakened minds – simply not able to grasp.
As we commemorate #DDay75, let us give thanks for the valiant Allied soldiers who helped turn the tide of the Second World War on that fateful day. pic.twitter.com/mDaOLrSdqp
— Leader McConnell (@senatemajldr) June 6, 2019
