Hello and welcome fellow Truth seekers. This site has been a work-in-progress for over 20 years. Or shall I say I have been a work-in-progress for over 20 years, all of which prompted me and lead me to the development of this website.
I began my journey of awakening as a young woman living in Seattle in the ’90’s. While my friends and co-workers were into the grunge scene and latte’s, I was beginning to question all that I had been told. Raised as your typical American kid, I was taught to pledge allegiance to my country, obey authority, stuff myself with processed foods while binging on the latest sarcastic and drama-laden television show, and obey an invisible man in the sky. While none of that ever appeased me much less appealed to me, I went along with it. You know, the “obey or else” thing.
Something happened to me though living in that apartment in Seattle. A small voice began to beckon me. It started by my seeing numbers in sequences – daily. Everywhere I went. 11:11… 1:11… 12:34… 3:33… 4:44… Thankfully I was aware enough to know the difference between coincidence and synchronicity. Something was calling to me and unlike my childhood ways, where I would ignore the promptings of my heart and Higher Mind, this time I listened. I began questioning my Catholic teachings. I dove into New Age and Spirituality books with an intense hunger. I was literally parched with thirst in my desire to know Truth. M. Scott Peck’s “The Road Less Traveled” was the first book I read. Perhaps this would be the only book I would desire to read, I remember thinking. Hardly! Once I finished the book, I realized I wasn’t done. I was only beginning. That lead me to books by Neale Donald Walsch, Gary Zukav, Marianne Williamson, Doreen Virtue and Debbie Ford (who very sadly passed in 2013).
In 1995 I finally got myself connected to the internet. When I did a search for “11:11” I was blown away that not only was this a real phenomenon but that millions of others were also experiencing the same thing. Millions! I wasn’t a freak!
Fast forward to 2001 and the events of 9/11. I call that the event that triggered my second awakening, only this time, I dove into all things political and dark. I began reading articles by David Icke, Alex Jones and Ken Adachi. The term “conspiracy theory” became a regular part of my vocabulary (even though I prefer the term “seeker of truth”). Talk about going down the proverbial Rabbit Hole. I began reading about shadow government’s. Reptilians. Archons. Chemtrails. Human cloning. Rh negatives. UFO’s and Galactics. GMO’s. And the fact that so much of this darkness was intentionally created to keep us asleep to our Authentic God/Goddess Power.
For awhile I felt lost. Dizzy almost. Some pills are easier to swallow than others. I became apathetic for quite some time and it wasn’t until early 2015 that I began to pull myself out of the darkness of all that I had been reading. It was then that I returned to Source and started reading up on Ascension. Vibrational frequencies. Free energy devices. Resource-based economies. Starseeds.
I find it interesting that my first awakening in the 90’s prompted me to read of positive, uplifting messages of Spirit and my second, to read of the darker shadows of life. However, as I have come to learn, as I have come to believe, Light and Dark are really both the same coin just different sides. As David Cowan says, and in which I agree, “Dark must serve the Light.” Love cannot be hidden. Neither can Truth. Both serve the Light even when lost in the dark for a time.
It is my wish you find not only Truth on this site but a sense of Home, validation, the feeling of “Oh thank goodness I am not the only one!” And yet in Truth, we are all One Source having unique experiences. As the U2 song goes, “We’re One but we’re not the same. We’ve got to carry each other. Carry each other.” May this site serve to help Carry you some, dear reader. Welcome and blessings. Noreen Starre