Feeling this……………Too much…………Just too much going on for me to carry………
How are we awake to be well and feel well now? I’m tired of trying to figure things out. I am tired of feeling like so much I do alone – at least without real support of others who at least try to see things from my perspective – or others who when I say hey this is what I need to do will support and help me. I have had several people promise to help me with marketing this site – but each person flakes out – likely a bot or not who they say they are. One person who bragged about being head of $18 million marketing campaigns said it was up to ME to do the work – after offering to help me.
Nothing makes sense to me now and this reality becomes more foreign to me by the day.
My girl has seen too much of “their” sick perversions. I/we have done all we can to 1) keep her from it and 2) talk about it when necessary. I will say this: CHILDREN/KIDS TODAY SHOULD NEVER BE ALLOWED TO HAVE UNLIMITED ONLINE ACTIVITY THAT IS NOT MONITORED/AND OR TALKED ABOUT. This mama is f’ing worn to the bone having to explain yet another thing to her – having to deal with yet another issue that was not asked for or wanted. And I am worn to the bone comforting her when she sees a former friend (whose parents, well, you know………..).
Any plan that is allowing this much suffering is not a plan worth supporting. It is a plan that needs to be QUESTIONED. And it is time now to COMMAND answers and to KNOW exactly WHAT is coming and WHEN.
My life.
My experience.
MY RIGHT TO KNOW.
Anyone not supporting that, well let me quote T:
YOU’RE FIRED.
