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2.20.25 ~ Kash Patel Confirmed ~ Please let this be IT

 

I need this to be IT as in the END of all of “their” doings because I cannot take my experience here anymore.  I absolutely cannot.  Lack of sleep.  Anger.  Frustration.  CANNOT TAKE THE ATTACKS.  My personal struggle with anxiety and panic and mental fatigue.  From where I live to just having to tug like hell on my dresser because it is clearly broken beyond repair now (can only repair these things so many times) to the rugs I have had to trim back because they are all shot and unraveling – every one of them – to my bath towel that is starting to unravel – they all are – and when I tried to buy a new set and put on a payment plan I was denied because I already have too much debt/too many payment plans – and my bed – omg I need a new mattress – and my girl needs a bigger bed – and a book case.

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  Talk about all coming crashing down at once now – these things saying, “i need” and me saying I CANNOT AFFORD IT AT THE MOMENT!

I JUST NEED LIFE AFFORDABLE AGAIN!  And for SOMETHING to click for me that I’ve applied to, pursued.  !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  W T H?!?!?!?!  For my GAWD on EVERYTHING now – mentally I am collapsing – the leak in my car is held off by waterproof f’ing tape.  I know it could be worse – because I know others have it worse – but that way of thinking has ALWAYS felt so dismissive.  And I also KNOW IT COULD BE BETTER and I am the type to ask why the cup is only half full and what needs to be done to fill it up and for me it’s MONEY.

So KP – drop the damn list – and get the $$ LIBERATION started!  Because this long-time truther/citizen journalist/mama is absolutely DONE waiting.  White flag waved – do not know what else to do anymore to help myself or change my experience.  End of the line D O N E!!!

Senate confirms Kash Patel as Trump’s FBI director | CNN Politics

Couple of finds ~ More Reflecting

 

 

So checking around the states for the most affordable – or as I say it now “cheap rent” – doesn’t seem to exist.  The most “affordable” state – 1 bedroom apartments start at $1385.  Nice little number, eh?

You know why people ain’t pissed enough?  Half of the population, certainly the vast majority in my area, haven’t been really “hit” hard.  Most own their own homes, most having owned them for 20 or more years, so other than utilities and food, they haven’t been hit hard like the other half of us and that is housing – whereby we can’t afford to move because the cost OF rents are at batshit criminal levels.  Well there are many round these parts who are indeed angry over the DOGE activities – which I don’t comprehend.  What is so upsetting over auditing WHERE OUR MONEY HAS BEEN GOING?  They ok with blindly trusting the entities in DC to just do the right thing?

Because I sure as heck ain’t.  And if you’re a critically thinking human, you won’t have an issue with it either.

I am just at these new levels of UGH and CANNOT TAKE IT.  Waking up – again – pounding the bed – commanding My reality and MY experience.  My needs.  Your needs.  OUR needs.  WHEN DOES OUR ABILITY TO CREATE WHAT WE NEED RETURN?  SHOW UP?

I am not feeling any sense of connection to anything outside either.  God.  Jesus.  Home.  Loved ones who passed on.  I am not feeling a THING.  It’s like that concept that we’re all just little debris floating around aimlessly, connected to nothing – that is feeling quite possible – true tbh.

When did we begin?  How?  Where?  Are we divinely created or nothing but an accident?

Then returning to the “show”.  WHEN do these things start to show up in our experience?  The EO from Jan 22 regarding cost of living – housing, utilities, food, etc. – when do we start seeing that?  WHY is this being allowed to drag out as a snail’s pace?  Where’s the Kash confirmation?  WE WANT TO SEE THOSE DAMN LISTS!!  And what about the JFK Files?  What happened to those?  Anyone doing anything with them?  Watching the fake people at the confirmation hearing(s) – watching the “criminals” still showing themselves – I JUST CAN’T.

Stock market continues to soar.  Prices gone up.  And yet we get told to trust the plan.

NO!

I stopped doing that over a year ago.  I trust nothing now other than what I feel and desire.

Who is in charge of this plan?  Why have they allowed this level of suffering?  I will n e v e r comprehend that part.  Each day that passes is another wasted day where if I had what I NEEDED, I could be doing more.  I could be living in a more suitable area.  I could be giving my child more.  Doing the day to day keeping food on the table, clothed and basics provided for – I just can’t.  I need more.  She needs more.  And I feel like an absolute failure.  But I also remind myself I didn’t create this corrupt capitalistic system where it is survival of the fittest – so I put my anger energy into that whole mess.

Carry water chop wood.  Literally carry wood as ya’ll know to do the damn wash in the cold garage, which takes up too much of my time.

That’s all I got.  I’m just truly at the truest sense of the word burned the fuch out – no fuch’s left to give.

For now – I say MAKE IT HAPPEN and SPEED. IT. UP.  End and remove the corruption and bring in what is just and fair for EVERY ONE OF US.

And calling in Bill Wood:  You said there are moves and countermoves – until it’s checkmate.  WE COMMAND CHECKMATE!  N O W!

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Going to be another one of those “where’s da money?”

 

 

$5,000.  Add 5 more zero’s then we can talk.  And what about those who are too poor to file a tax?  They get screwed over (as usual)?

 

If we are truly “ending the endless” wars – why only 8%?  Why is this bloated dept. going to be needed?  Can someone explain this to me in a way my Higher Vision self can accept?

 

Audit the entire family – and the rest of the “families”……..

DOGE NEWS- Department of Government Efficiency
@realdogeusa
So.. should DOGE audit Chelsea Clinton? She receives annually-recurring funding from USAID, allocated by Obama. The money is supposed to go for her Foundation, which supposedly provides afternoon meals to children in Africa, India, & Bangladesh. However, as of today, the reported number of meals served stands at 11,886, implying an astonishing cost of $1,410 per meal. Net Worth: $70 Million Husband Net Worth: $45 Million Inheritance: $52 million USAID Earnings: $3.9 Million per year Real Estate Assets: $25 million. Has accomplished absolutely nothing.

https://twitter.com/realdogeusa/status/1892304398065582084

 

Looks like a nice thing to do………..

 

In a nice cabin in a place like this………..all it takes is money………..

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“Change….nothing stays the same”. Oh really?

 

 

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I was in the kitchen, making dinner, trying to do something different – something new – just so I wouldn’t have to repeat anything I have already done.  The word “change” has been around me recently in a new way.  Even seeing my healer each week has worn its welcome for every week I am greeted with the exact. same. words. several. sentences. long.  I realized today if I have to hear that same phrase/opening one more time………………..you know?

Time to pick a new greeting.

Like “what’s new?” or “Would you like a muffin?”

I think of what I do here.  What I do every day.  And the OMG I CANNOT REPEAT ONE MORE THING.  Just like I can’t handle looking out the window and seeing the same homes, the same skies, the same trees.  Today was one of those days where I had to close my eyes as I washed the dishes.

Then as I’m putting together dinner – chopping potatoes in a brand new way (a ha!) – Van Halen comes on the Radio – “Change”.  Nothing stays the same.

Really?

Get out of bed, affirm, visualize, yoga, eat, make money (or find some way to), exercise, eat again, go get supplies, research to see if something positive has shifted that will impact your life in an equally positive way, return to bed, do affirmations and visuals to bring in the experience (CHANGE) you want, and repeat.

R e p e a t.

Even when I visit a new location or take a different route – it’s still the same. life. day. after. day.

Who decided to have 8 billion people in one general area of the Universe, then require they all conform to pay to survive?  Then tell them they have to follow “their” rules to live wherever they want or travel wherever they want.  For all of this ridiculous talk about inclusivity, this realm is about as exclusive as I can imagine.  Can’t fit in (because you lack the money) – or aren’t allowed in (due to money or which box you selected on your voter’s ballot)?   Compete for food (ya’ll seen some of the egg stories recently?  lol).  Compete for housing.  Compete for jobs.  Seriously – who in the hell really enjoys it here?

Sigh.  Before I go off more into my abysmal state of depression in which I find myself today, I will share today’s goodies.

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Remember the days – you’d drive anywhere – and when you filled up you had to clean your windshield.  Wonder what happened……..

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Couldn’t possible be this could it?

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Could be frequency too – cell towers, etc.  That’s my best guess……..

So we HAVE had changes – but not the kind we want.

Moving on……….

So for those who know about my USPS dream from several years ago – this is a pretty big marker:

 

IRS will lay off thousands of probationary workers in the middle of tax season – ABC News

 

Just. do. it. already………….

Sen. Cassidy will vote to confirm Patel as FBI head

On Tuesday, the Senate advanced Patel’s nomination with a 48-45 party-line vote, bringing him one step closer to being confirmed and leading an agency that Republican lawmakers have accused of being weaponized “against the American people” and marred with politics. A couple of senators did not vote.

 

 

 

 

 

 

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TUNE IN: Exclusive Hannity Interview with President Trump and Elon Musk Tonight at 9 PM ET

 

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“CLEAN HOUSE”  (Clean House is very important)……..woke up thinking about “this is not another four year election”………clean house is in that particular drop (see link below fmi)………

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Drop Search Results: Clean House

 

CASHAPP:  $Victoria1144

More DOGE Finds………..

 

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For all the people still screaming about this, if ya’ll are ok with government theft and don’t want those funds returned, I’ll take your share.

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Over $1 Trillion…..

“This Might Be The Biggest Fraud In History” | ZeroHedge

The data shows that 20.789 million Americans are collecting social security benefits over the age of 100. Drilling down into the age buckets, benefits are still being paid out to folks over 140!

 

 

 

Water and plane insanity, the pure continues, Kash Patel hearing LIVE… and other finds…………

 

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Return the wealth to the pockets of the people or abolish pay-to-live.  It is the only true way forward.  

 

 

LIVE | Kash Patel Confirmation Hearing | US Senate Confirms as Kash Patel New FBI Chief | Trump

the chat commentary is lit – not many pencil neck shiffy supporters…….

 

54″ water main break:

The latest on a 54-inch water main break in SW Detroit that flooded neighborhood

Southwest Detroit water main break sends residents scrambling

 

 

another plane:

Delta Regional Jet Crashes At Toronto Pearson Airport | ZeroHedge

 

 

 

 

 

 

Do it!  We triple dog dare ya!

 

 

China’s Largest Conglomerate Buys Building Housing JPMorgan’s Gold Vault | ZeroHedge

 

JUST IN: Trump Admin Fires Hundreds of FAA Employees Amid Reports DEI Policies Led to DCA Crash | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

 

U.S. Department of Education Announces Elimination of $350 Million in Woke Programming | The Gateway Pundit | by Margaret Flavin

 

we’re ready and waiting!  the one thing bothering me about this is the idea about low income housing being in clusters, isolated from more “middle” and upper middle class people.  what are we, lemmings?  undesirable?  unclean?  and don’t we deserve to live out in the country or in a rural area like anyone else with the $$ means?  you’re damn right we do.  NO ONE ABOVE ANOTHER or this awakening is nothing but a fraud.

Fact Sheet: President Donald J. Trump Delivers Emergency Price Relief for American Families to Defeat the Cost-of-Living Crisis

Fact Sheet: President Donald J. Trump Delivers Emergency Price Relief for American Families to Defeat the Cost-of-Living Crisis – The White House

 

17 days in – on the 17th:

After just 17 frenetic days, Trump has already delivered most of his agenda | Just The News

 

We’ve seen this reference before – interesting he shared it on his TruthSocial account:

Trump Has Become 21st-Century George Patton

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2.16.25 ~ Finds, Headlines. Fort Knox to (FINALLY) be Audited

 

 

My late friend John is cheering today.  This is one of the things he was passionate about – opening up that vault and seeing what was in there.  (btw – Rand’s dad called for this audit for years)

 

Sen. Rand Paul Calls for First Fort Knox Gold Audit in 50 Years, Taps Elon Musk’s DOGE for Verification — FOIA Requests Show 7 Out of 13 Previous Audits Reportedly Missing | The Gateway Pundit | by Jim Hᴏft

 

Surely everyone including EM knows the answer to this……..for “show”….

 

 

 

 

moves and countermoves….

 

 

 

California Rejects State Farm’s Rate Increase Request Amid LA Fire Claims | ZeroHedge

 

“Washington Recession Begins”: DC Active Home Listings Soar, Jobless Claims Spike As DOGE Drains Swamp | ZeroHedge

 

 

The evil here has been overwhelming…………there is no real justice in some situations – and no “punishment” strong enough………

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https://twitter.com/liz_churchill10/status/1890790143365165230

 

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Oz………….gold………..yellow brick road……….

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CASH APP handle:  $Victoria1144

 

Trying To Figure Out – Feeeeeel – Where I Fit In

 

I guess the days of the lonely weary starseed words aren’t sticking with others as they once did.  Funny how you can write something that resonates with hundreds – thousands of others – then you find yourself 8 years later wondering where you belong.

So many people have dropped away from my life with just a few new friends appearing.  The numbers are far more on the side of “sayonara”.  Lots of fakes, many want you to keep in your corner behaving.

I’m trying to figure out where I belong now.  Where.  With whom.  And doing what.  I honestly haven’t a C L U E – and that is so uncomfortable for me.  I pray and let it go and allow answers to flow – only with this one in particular – I am getting nothing but empty space.

I toss out ideas – nothing is sticking – which leaves me feeling truly lost – at a level I’ve never felt before.  It’s as though there’s nothing left for me TO do.  And I absolutely do not accept that for I KNOW I am here to bring in NEW – and that NEW – what is it?  Certainly, none of this ongoing bread and circus b.s. we keep seeing.  New ways of doing everything.  Not just a recycled cleaned up version for that process we see happening still leaves me on the sidelines wondering where the fuch I am and what the fuch I’m doing here.

It’s like MAGA doesn’t resonate – the energy is too rough for me – too individualistic – too capitalistic – far too competitive.  I visited that terrain – just doesn’t align.

The whole 5D doesn’t jive – too much pressure on being this perfect being of purity in order to earn the right to ascend (i.e. get out of hell/matrix).  Gotta go through hell before you “get out”.  Gotta purge all of this crap for humanity.  Pardon me while I kumbaya myself into an enlightened state in a dimensional space surrounded by demons disguised as pretty angels giving me those rules of “you have to” and “you need to” in order TO.  FUCH THAT!  I visited that terrain too – I tried to get myself to align with that narrative – but alas, it didn’t align because I knew it was more matrix b.s. (and I learned not to visit those invisible spaces – I prefer to SEE my path and know who is on it instead of trusting in some entity I don’t know and can’t even see except for in my mind).

Then there is the term given to those like me – the Anon – which seems to align the best – those who don’t align with this movie, those who don’t align with MAGA (globally not just stateside), those who don’t feel like they fit in anywhere, those with the sensitive heart and Soul, those for whom pay to live is an absolute punishment to our Souls, those for whom hold rules and laws in disdain because we are not the type to do stupid ass things like others who apparently NEED a rule or law telling them “uh ok you don’t do that”.  Go over here little human.

That is not who I am.

We are often not only invisible online but even when we are ourselves with an online face, we still feel anonymous out in the world as we wander around, trying to figure out where we fit.  Where we belong.

And at this point in all of this “whatever it is” we are actually witnessing and experiencing, we wonder and command now WHEN our experience becomes about WHO WE ARE.  When the experience OUTSIDE matches the frequency we all hold WITHIN.  At least in SOME tangible way.  For example, cost of living around me should have ceased to be a problem given all of the energy work woo woo I’ve been doing around just that issue alone for the past 14 months.

Right?

That’s a question that only an “anon” will get.

Just wish we would organize instead of sitting on the sidelines watching things play out.  I am not one to sit.  I never. have. been.  If I’m sitting, that means I feel defeated and depressed – or agitated.  Which is a feeling I am fighting these days.  Letting myself BE is all I’ve got.

Wherever it is that I come from, at least the experience that I carry most present in my body is that we help one another.  We create not just in a bubble but together.  While there are times of retreat, we create best when working together, supporting and checking in and lifting up and hand holding and carrying at times if necessary.

And certainly those experiences are more prevalent when you don’t know where the hell you belong, where most everything feels so fake, a bad movie that you want to just wake up one day and find it is over.  It is finally. OVER.

So, no happy, clever wrap up for this one.  Nothing cutsie in which to conclude it.  Just going to leave it as is – without an ending.  Much like how I feel inside now.

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Victoria

 

2.15.25 ~ MMGA (MAKE MUSIC GREAT AGAIN) ~ Finds, headlines…………

 

 

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Starry Night over the Rhone – 1888

 

I have this hanging in my bedroom, surrounded by lights and butterflies.  A favorite space to just meditate on.  I love the song.  Songs are around me again, coming in through the tail end of my dreams.  Below are a few that have been with me, including Starry Night.  I’m focused on Making Music GREAT Again.  I already like to take old classics and make them my own.  Time to make new and take the old, remove the filth words and replace with what is pure.

(1) Don McLean – Vincent ( Starry, Starry Night) With Lyrics – YouTube

 

(1) Walter Egan – Magnet and Steel – YouTube

 

 

There really is something simple about that time………..not that I want to return – just want PURE again.  I want to FEEL surrounded in Pure – Safety.

(1) King Of The Road – YouTube

 

 

Wild weather (tornado’s):  Yeah – tornado’s in February……….a little early…..

🔴LIVE – Severe Weather Coverage With Storm Chasers On The Ground, Live Weather Channel… – YouTube

 

 

These sick fuchs are everywhere.  Only one place for him………

 

 

 

The whole “global economy” was just part of “their” agenda……..

 

 

Gluttony everywhere…

Department of Veterans Affairs Fires Over 1,000 Employees | ZeroHedge

 

 

Louisiana To End Mass Vaccine Promotion, Surgeon General Announces | ZeroHedge

 

I had to laugh at this one.  Who enforces – and how?  Talk about desperation….Big Brother in da bedroom……..

Democrats Introduce Legislation To Fine Men For Ejaculating | ZeroHedge

 

Yup….

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2.14.25 ~ End of day Finds

 

 

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I think SO BIG – I need my own Universe these days…

 

With all of these EO’s – here are what I am seeing many of us are in need of IMMEDIATELY:

  1. Affordable housing for all in need
  2. Cost of utilities and food to be made truly affordable FOR ALL
  3. Emergency grant funds for those in need.

 

Or you may use CASHAPP:

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There’s another side to this one including our mailman – the one and only truly reliable one we have.  Hard working.  He came to say good-bye today.

 

 

 

 

 

FDA Misled The Judiciary About Pfizer’s Vaccine Documents | ZeroHedge

 

 

 

This ought to get interesting quickly.  Me thinks “off world” activities…….

 

 

He’s not wasting a moment……..He clearly knows the link…..and what’s behind them………

RFK Jr. Is Already Taking Aim at Antidepressants – Mother Jones

Trump’s ‘Make America Healthy Again’ commission to target autism, chronic diseases | Fox News

 

US will be ‘flooded with jobs’ as foreign nations avoid tariffs, Trump says | Fox News

 

Eruption In “BleachBit,” “Wipe Hard Drive,” “Offshore Bank” Searches In DC Suggest Deep State Panic Mode | ZeroHedge

 

 

VISUALS:

 

Breathe deep the scenery………

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Then find a blankie and nap……

2/13/25 ~ Few end of day Finds

 

 

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Trump on Canada, “I have spoken to Governor Trudeau”:

https://twitter.com/TheInsiderPaper/status/1890130487102054894

 

 

Trump on BRICS:  “BRICS is dead”:

https://twitter.com/BRICSinfo/status/1890134788301828193

 

Evelyn de Rothschild Allegedly Sexually Assaulted Six Women Over Three Decades – Bloomberg

 

 

 

‘Just wow!’ Trump demands Reuters return $9M it was given by US government in ‘total scam’: ‘GIVE BACK MONEY, NOW!’ – The Daily Bo Snerdley

 

 

 

 

https://twitter.com/miniarchillect/status/1890222024716611599

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Saving the best for last.  Today’s personal favorite.