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Reflecting and Finds ~ 10.26.24

 

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Well here I go again putting myself out there – wondering who else may be experiencing these particular feeeeeeeeeeeels.

Cranky as a sleep deprived, hungry baby.  Did a purge earlier today that surprised me – it’s like my body was removing held in emotional stuff – it just came out.  In a strange, different way that left me surprised but also a feeling of “glad that’s out”.  Feeling as though I’m being pulled in two different directions and annoyed as hell from another – certainly pulled and pushed.

I voted.  I documented.  My heart wasn’t much in it – but I still voted – figuring I was giving another finger to evil, “woke” agenda’s, including learning that my state gives out $30,000 USD to illegal immigrants to get a house – not for legal citizens.  How special is that?  People like me are SOL – forgotten – which is igniting a rage in me that is growing considering how many months I have put myself out there and been specific in asking for what I frigging N E E D – something I have to really fight against – the frustration and anger – and shift around.  So some moments my manifesting looks a little something like this:

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I feel like I need someone to take over this for me.  Apparently, there’s a term for it – manic manifesting.  Maybe it’s like emotional and/or physical healing – seeing more and more of this – whereby you have a healing buddy who more or less becomes the energy conduit to help you release – and reaffirm – because our ability to let our own stuff go is soooooo hard, isn’t it? 

Because it’s PERSONAL.  When it is OUR lives we are invested in – the letting go part is difficult – especially under extraordinary circumstances.  So having someone more or less do the energy work – just like those Japanese doctors who shrunk the tumor of the female patient – because they were not the. patient. – I think that kind of work could be really helpful in manifesting.

So if anyone interested – let me know – and I will pass along statements I tell myself.  🙏

💖

Victoria

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“The Overton window is the range of policies politically acceptable to the mainstream population at a given time.”

 

 

 

got a feel this is one of those things where just one move has to happen then BOOM……….

 

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Game theory:

Elon’s been playing Diablo on X lately, btw…….I prefer foosball, pool or Ms PacMan……….

 

MrMBB333:

The sun is throwing a FIT and has earth in it’s sights! Here comes another giant!

 

Some things to put happy in your hearts (this first one is the best!):

 

An interesting theory………….

 

It may not be true – it’s a theory – one that aligns with me for certain – as I say “this is my kind of speak”.  Recently I have had a growing urge to really remember Who I Am – the me – fully awake – in full power.  M E.  I’ve also pondered and earlier today again said “what if daylight savings time (here in the states) on 11.3 is a mirror for dark to light?”  I don’t know – as I said – this is just a theory and is for entertainment purposes only – a side show to the movie.  😂  I did something about week 44 this week here – and now I can’t remember.  Anyone want to help me out w/this??

Oh wow – last 4 digits of this html code:  2288

 

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q u e post 44:

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10.25.24 ~ Finds including New York Post endorses Trump with a reference to BACK TO THE FUTURE, thoughts on narcissism

 

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I am seeing an overwhelming number of discussions on narcissism and the narcissistic personality.  It is my opinion – my truth – something I simply KNOW – that this entire matrix runs on a narcissistic frequency:  self-absorbed, denies personal accountability, projects everything it does back on its victim.  Pay to live and survive.  Competition for everything.  PLENTY to go around but controls put in place that tell you NO to that whatever-it-is you want to own, want to do, want to create the way you rightfully desire.  The systems gaslight us – media, religion, politics, medical financial/employment/corporate sectors, etc.  ALL of “their” systems are at their core Narcissistic.  And as such, because we all share the same consciousness field inside this place, that program is instilled in each one of us.  The difference between allowing that program to run your life is a choice – the choice to self-reflect, the choice to see our behavior.

There are narcissistic tendencies – which most of us have to some degree – but we can still see our own behavior and modify/shift.
Then there are the full-on narcissists who are unable to/refuse to see their own behavior.
They are dangerous, toxic and draining.  Just like this reality is dangerous, toxic and draining.
BREAK. THE. NARC. SPELL.  It’s happening – certainly happening with me as well – and I see it all around me.  So many are breaking out of the spell – it’s a beautiful thing.

 

 

listening to the rogan podcast – comms:  “i was there 17 times” (he said that twice referring to DC), “the thing” turned on him (trump), “the machine” being after him……..he was a democrat until the early 90’s…..time to open the JFK files…pre-trump days was an alternative universe……..(timeline)….Elon’s from a different planet (I’d say Mars – cousins of mankind –  like Melania said – not the original Elon who I feel was one of “them” – not a T supporter but today is….)…..he’s talking about tariffs – referencing William McKinley – 25th President – how wealthy America was back then and McK brought America out of a depression through tariffs………He was a Republican who was Pres from 1897 through 1901 when he was assassinated.

 

 

 

Oh, absolutely would not surprise me……..

 

JUST IN: New Image of Joe Biden’s Improperly Stored Vice Presidential Records Released

 

More Democrat Election Shenanigans? U.S. Postal Worker Arrested in Florida After Stealing Over 1,000 Pieces of Mail Including Election Ballots and Dumping the Items in the Woods

 

Something about the sun……….

 

An interesting perspective:

 

“BACK TO THE FUTURE”

New York Post Endorses Trump — ‘the Clear Choice for a Better Future’

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Frequency too – restore our DNA.  Carbon to Diamonds:

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“predators” everywhere:

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UNKNOWN Interstellar Objects Are in Our Solar System #podcast #history #ancient #science #ufo #uap

 

 

 

Molimo vas da ne zaboravite da donirate i delite

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10.24.24 ~ Finds and Headlines

 

 

Oh there has to be more than this happening today………..is there another smallish lull?  On the other hand – there is a lot coming out of BRICS……..looks like it’s focused on local currencies.

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Victoria

Prosimo, ne pozabite deliti in donirati.

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45th week is week of the u.s. election…….

 

 

 

raspy voice – and that last name “kidder” (kid her):

 

This is BIG and awesome:

 

 

Just another proxy state………

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Watch sun unleash major X-flare in epic solar eruption (video)

 

Double X Flare As Spacecraft Spots Sun Blasting A Pair Of Major Eruptions | Watch

 

 

 

 

 

the big BOOM out west (knew this was coming – didn’t think it would be this soon):

 

 

good question (vetted for authenticity):

 

 

Girl and I were talking about this tonight when I mentioned T ending income tax – this has to be next.  Many people end up losing their homes not due to the mortgage but once that is paid off they can no longer afford the property taxes.  Such a theft………

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Voter Fraud Alert: Over a Dozen Mailed Ballots Intercepted and Cast Fraudulently in Mesa County, Colorado — Criminal Investigation Underway After 3 Fraudulent Votes Counted

 

whatever’s coming – still feels it will all happen in a flash:

“He’ll Be One of the First Things Addressed” – Trump Says He Will Fire Jack Smith ‘Within Two Seconds’ if He Wins Election

 

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/ukrainian-troops-increasingly-refusing-orders-desertion-rates-explode

10.23.24 ~ Finds and Happenings on Stage: More rocks incoming….this day in history (for 11.3)….a gematria

 

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Sometimes the best friend is yourself – when you realize you’ve told the story enough – and you comfort your body and say we are going to create a NEW story.

Here’s what I’m seeing.  Tafadhali kumbuka kushiriki na kuchangia.

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Victoria

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BREAKING NEWS: RFK Jr., Tulsi Gabbard, And Tucker Carlson Join Trump On Stage At Georgia Event

 

End of Oct./Beginning of Nov. including Nov. 3 (interesting timing, right?)

Stefan Burns:

HUMONGOUS SUNSPOT will be EARTH BULLSEYE right as Multiple Planetary Oppositions Occur

 

I decided to see what happened in history on November 3rd:

Godzilla premieres

1783 George Washington orders Continental Army be disbanded

1930 Bank of Italy renamed Bank of America

1941 Japanese Admiral Osami Nagano presents a complete plan for the attack on Pearl Harbor to Emperor Hirohito

1956 Wizard of Oz aired on television for the first time

1992 Clinton elected (US)

 

One of Oprah’s “finds”:

 

Still waiting to see proof showing JD and RFK Jr on stage together………

 

 

 

 

 

 

Headless Comet……….more rocks incoming

MrMBB333:

It’s ‘headless’ and it will be barreling towards earth on Halloween night!

 

Rocks reference from LOOP:

wow – talk about number vibes w/that one:

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7:47 (47)….  It’s true – he’s always late for his rallies……..

 

 

Throw in some bacon and chicken (remove the pepper) and this looks like my kitchen:

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so that term on his hat stood out at me – juhajance – which i put into google and only ONE THING comes up – a gematria – no joke:

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aligning phrases:

Capital Letters Message From Trump

The Joe Rogan Experience (which T will be on this Friday)

Exacts Revenge on Cabal

Elvis Has Left The Building

Panic In DC

Im Batman

Chidlren (remember the tweet from trump about 10 years ago – w/this “misspelled” version?

 

 

And I end by going back in time to play some soothing comfort songs for the Soul.  Back to childhood….

 

Collective vibes ~ Finds ~ 10.22.24

 

It’s collective – the discomfort – the feeeeeeeeeeeeels of the intensity – some having GI issues – anxiety – ptsd flaring up – feeling compressed – feeling as though one is in a dream – feeling that “something BIG” – the body feeling it’s being put through a wormhole or similar.

Feeling the building up atm.  As I verbally tossed out in my last piece, I had to do yoga at 3am last night to find some peace and comfort in my body.  A lot of disinfo out there now.  People pushing their videos looking for personal loosh saying “my sources are saying” – either about the financial stuff, nesara/gesara (if i had a frigging dollar for every dayem time someone talked about that saying it happens on this date or any day now i’d be a wealthy woman and wouldn’t have to gripe about money) or the next step in this war/plan.  OMG just STOP already – NO ONE KNOWS unless you’re on the inside and if you ARE and you’re revealing you’re going to have your arse tossed into a prison cell for treason.  For the rest of us?  We see comms and tidbits that we (people like me) put together.  Sometimes we are close.  Sometimes we find a delta happening.  But most of the time we are spectators inside of a movie theatre trying to figure out who is who and what’s coming and if it’s a “well written” movie it will surprise ya.  Just INTENDING the ending is FOR US and brings down this entire filthy rotten stinking evil parasitic system and all who created it and knowingly willfully sold out to keep it going while hiding it all from the innocents.

IT IS SO.

Here’s what I’m seeing on that stage.  Wishing us all COMFORT, FREEDOM and PEACE.

s’il vous plaît soutenir mon travail en faisant un don et en partageant.

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Victoria

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Recording it Friday:

Donald Trump to go on Joe Rogan’s podcast in a bid to gain young male voters ahead of 2024 presidential election | Sky News Australia

 

 

Feeeeeeeeeeels – as I intended feels like going through layers in pool of water to reach the surface of Authentic Original Self………

 

Feeeeeeeeeels (just one just came to me in a flash of a vision followed by the words – all comes in fast when it happens):

 

Thank you – those of you – who are Safe for and to me.  🙏💜

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Bless this woman for her courage:

 

while others are focused on the 27, i’m focused on the holy grail:  the flux capacitor:

 

now here’s something interesting – i originally was going to do a gematria on flux capacitor – but got pulled into another direction – and instead typed in what i was told by john in that dream i had years ago -showing me the november calendar.  in gematria, the phrase aligns with 1122 (the date i was shown on the calendar).

 

 

10km……..out in the N. Atlantic ocean….

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T cooks some fries at McD’s………..then this…………so insidiously e v i l….

 

 

 

All chess pieces on the board now?

 

 

this is interesting……….

 

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Interesting tidbit I found – 10 year gap – wonder what party, if any, he was affiliated with – also interesting as 1999 was the year John “died”…….

 

The inner world of wounds….

 

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I try to stay positive – sometimes I fake it.  And keep going –  like the post above.  Today – lately – I’ve been struggling to keep the momentum.  I thought I would share those inner voices I am challenging/shifting – someone may need to hear you are not alone.

I was up at 3:30am – body needing to move.  I’ve learned to listen to my body and asked what she needed.  Yoga.  On the mat.  So I climb out of bed, get out my mat, place it on the floor and stretch – all intuitively guided by my body.  It worked.  Body felt much better so I was able to return to bed.  However, the inner words of doubt, anxiety and fear remained.  Today I figure – what the hell – let’s put those words out there so I can exorcise them.  With love.

I am invisible.  I don’t matter.  I am to blame.  It’s my fault.  I can never do anything right.  I can’t make it on my own.  The world is scary.  I can’t take care of myself on my own.  I am not safe.  People won’t like the real me.  I need to hide my fears and tears.  People will abandon me.  Why can’t I shift my inner thinking?  Why can’t I let go of these thoughts?  WHY DO THEY STICK TO ME?

You get the picture.

I’d really like to know how long it takes to shift something.  I’d like to know why some things just seem to stick – and how to remove them – other than what I am doing – deep breathing, intention, focus, releasing, crying, thinking new thoughts, challenging the old ones when they come up (and that is f’ing EXHAUSTING work btw – and requires dedicated time – which is hard as hell for me with my parameters) – hearing my own voice every day and night with the new words.

Am I being attacked?  Is there something attached to me – or this house – coming around?  My girl sees things.  I smell things.  I burn resin – intend – put on frequency music – cast ’em out.  Read the books.

It shouldn’t be this hard.  Trauma and ugly things happen in a flash and take root in the body.  Why the fuch is it so difficult to remove them – to shift into Love again?

Are we meant to heal alone?

I don’t think so – but that is- overall- what I’ve been doing.  Today I realized how much I needed someone to just show up in my life and hold space for me and hug me.  It seems, overall, when I reach out I get advice or get told to check this out or that out – and my body – my body says NO to that.  Sometimes the need is simply allowing me to tell my story over and over until it’s. all. out. of. me.

 

“THIS IS NOT A DRILL” ~ 4 Year Delta

 

Friends ~

I am being absolutely throttled on Social Media atm – from Facebook removing my posts containing links to my work to X lowering my visibility by 50% in the past week.  This means I need help sharing my work and I mean sharing it everywhere.  I refuse to fade away or be pushed into a corner, unseen, censored.  Not happening.  Share my work.  It helps!  TY.

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V.

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“emergency evacuation drill”  Happened this morning at 10AM.  10th month.  10/10.

P6:

Evacuation of the US Capitol today, sort of.

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World Stage Happenings ~ A reflection……10.21.24

 

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I was thinking into the whole scenario of Trump showing up at McDonald’s – making fries – at the fryer.  Thinking of FRYDAY.  Fox news (below) says they “forsee” a 3 day lapse b4 election results are released – which would be a Friday.  Also thinking of my dream – the calendar – november – 22nd – “all will be revealed by then” – which is a Friday this year – and it also happens to be the 47th Friday of the year (Trump to become the 47th Prez).  Just some sleuthing.

Also thinking of elections – fixing this one and that one.  I continue to feel now 2020 was given the illusion of a rig in order to carry out military ops.  And in truth – none of the elections were rigged for one candidate or the other – because it was always the same coin w/different sides in each and every g.d. election we’ve had – certainly since Kennedy (and that could have been the same situation too – he just “flipped” the script and didn’t back down).  2016 could have been the first “real” election we’ve had here in the states.

It isn’t like I have a need to say go back and make sure Al Gore got in instead of Bush because, you know, all part of the same club.  Just want everything PURE and HONEST.

Here’s what else I’m seeing.

sicela ukhumbule ukwabelana nokunikela.

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Victoria

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Leaked on telegram from what I’ve read/heard.  Remember the founder was arrested in August?  Interesting chain of events………

US probes classified documents leak on Israel’s planned strike on Iran: report | Fox News

 

Iran tells UN: Biden has signaled US approval, support for attack on Iran | Reuters

 

Iran Warns Biden Over US Role in Israel’s Attack Plan – Newsweek

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Not seeing a dang thing on the “other” outlets………..

 

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Judges Reject RNC Lawsuits in Michigan and North Carolina on UOCAVA Ballots Allowing Overseas Voters to Cast Ballots in Michigan Despite Never Living There

 

Then it ain’t a Town Hall is it?

 

IDF Declassifies Exact Location of Where Hezbollah is Hiding Millions in Gold and Cash