Earlier today the little one and I headed out for some supplies. My mood was one of contemplation as well as a little bit of indifference after spending far too much time last night watching some videos on a fairly new channel I decided to check out. Much of what I listened to simply didn’t resonate with me and it became apparent this person was wishing to instill another hive-mind type system of control with just prettier colors.
Control is control. Can’t hide that.
I become annoyed when I see people promoting ascension, higher consciousness and the like – as long as everyone complies to a list of rules as defined by them. As I have long felt and seen, it is our sovereign right to live as we please in so long as our actions are not interfering with another’s right to enjoy the same freedom.
If there is an even higher thought to that, I am open to receiving it.
So we head out and stop at a couple of places. As we get back into the car to head home, I turn on the radio and hear Jackson Browne’s “Stay” ~ a song that always centers me, puts me back into my heart. I sit back, let out a sigh, give thanks to Source and release all of the silly stories in my human mind. I glance over and see a beautiful sight ~ a man and a woman in an embrace. It was one of those embraces where it was obviously going to last. An embrace where you could sense their energies of solace. A moment – moments – in time of two human’s, offering comfort for one another, support. When there are no words and all you can do is communicate via physical touch.
God, it was beautiful. Tears formed in my eyes. My heart opened even more.
Not wanting to pry further into their private moment, I backed up the car and pulled away, silently thanking them for sharing their moment and how it helped shift my mindset and thus, my mood.
I returned my attention to the song and thought of the people who work so hard behind the scenes. Those often “thankless” jobs. When in truth, everything we each do provides something of benefit to humanity. To life.
And how it is my fullest desire that as we continue to expand, awaken, Remember, we will all see the value in ourselves and in one another – regardless of what it is we “do”. A necessary behavior to incorporate as we break down this system of division.
Returning home, I open up my e-mail box and see a letter from one of you, one who struggles financially (why is it those who give the most often have the least to share?) and yet found it in their heart to pass along a donation. I was so moved, I started to cry – again. (Seems whenever my heart is open I cry easily. Makes me wonder how much is still in there needing to flow and heal.) And following up with that, as I check my e-mail box again I see another response from this person and in another moment of synchronicity (I have so many of them with some of you lately in our private conversations), they shared it is often those who have the least who share.
So…. much humble gratitude for the people who crossed my path today, knowingly or unknowingly helping me open up this heart just a little bit more and reminding me to stop and take in those tender moments.
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So glad today was better!
i hope it was better for you too.