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What a heavy, dense rather schizo type energy we are in. Well I am in. But what I am seeing and hearing from others this feels like a collective. As one friend said – she feels she has been in a void of hell. For myself, the past 2 mornings I have awoken with anxiety hell.
It does seem as though our “issues” are smacking us all over right now ~ very hard for some. For me (and this is just for me only) I feel enough is enough. Certain issues given who we are now and what we know now are needing tending/healing by means not found in this realm ~ or at least not being SHARED in this realm. Some issues I claim “i see you i have experienced you enough, given you enough attention, i bless you and let you go”. Some roads I will no longer travel.
I do not see the purpose of such suffering. To my core I call ENOUGH.
We keep hearing “heal thyself….you have the power…”
Then we hear “be of service to others ~ use your healing abilities to heal others.”
Which is it???
I have witnessed an online friend battle and overcome numerous health issues. Her outlook and thought process is near impeccable in its purity. And yet recently, out of the blue, issues have cropped up and at times she feels she is in hell again.
Again….what is the purpose of this?
A timeline…perhaps a temporary program… created by lingering controllers? I don’t know. It doesn’t matter.
Suffering ends NOW.
Pain ends NOW.
Disease ends NOW.
That is what we need. HEALED. HealED. Not “healing in progress which may take x time” but healED N O W.
ALL programs and thought forms to the contrary cease to exist NOW.
They are gone. Poof. Vanished. Forever.
Love NOW for ALL.
Whatever it is each of us desires we have the full freedom to manifest it NOW.
All old programs we may still be knowingly or unknowingly running that keep us low and struggling and out of the alignment of Love and Freedom – all of those END NOW. (as I tell myself these days – it is just a program)
Love steps in NOW.
That is what Love Does.
It Services in the NOW.
I know I continue to harp on this. And I will continue to intend such UNTIL.
Three times today I have heard the concept of creating a portal ~ an exit portal. There is only one place I and my family will be going ~ the realm…the home….the community I have seen and dreamed of for years. I call forth the full memory of knowing how to use portal’s to travel to where one calls forth.
What are your thoughts on creating these portals? Creating a mass exodus. We have all done this before. Does it resonate with you to remember how? If so, give it a try. Our manifestation abilities increase. Earlier today I awoke w/the thought “I wonder if i will see our new neighbor today again at the store” (I have run into him several times in the past week). I let it go (which I feeeeeeeeeeeel is the key here) and sure enough ~ we saw him at the store today. We both commented on it.
Not a huge creation but still ~ a sign that there IS a means to create what we desire. And I command the full memory and ability to do just that.
Keep on rockin’….FOR a (REAL) free world.
Lots of crazy woozy love,
Victoria
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I do not think we need to create a portal here, although I believe we have the ability to. I think they already exist, seeing certain ones have been using them and guarding them. I know for a fact that the Yeti have been guarding them for years. I also think that the government has been using them , the ones they have found anyway.But I do also believe that the exits at the moment are not accessable for use. I say this because I believe that this was done to prevent escape of the ones being looked for in the cleanup.
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I enjoyed reading your thoughts. Sometimes it just feels endless and pointless at the same time.
The issues just have layers of old consciousness behind them. Mabyvof which aren’t even about us personally. The ancestral influences. Familial. We carry certain things that want to be transmuted from our star family/ the other 21 soul extendions of our higher self, the list goes on.
Not that it has* to stop us. But that the old energy tends to stick. But we can make quantum jumps in consciousness, out of our issues. Some of it may take some “working with.” Which then just makes it frustrating to hear, about yet even more work. The light legions to not feel we deserve more work. They would love to see it all be over with. The light is not trying to punish us with more work, which is what some may think. We have done enough. But looks like our trip into duality was really lucky, so we have all these anonymous blocks in our lives. Our role was to convert from density, to light, so that’s why it feels like these blocks don’t seem like they’re ours. Bc much of it is not.*
I still have some 3d issues. I keep hearing, that we make these quantum jumps in consciousness, and that’s how we transcend all the issues. It’s just that, these jumps aren’t always easy.
And, who really wants another load of work at this point, anyway? It should be Relief, not, here’s another load. Despite my high levels of joy sometimes, I am not excited about “more work.” You’re right. We deserve Relief. Have u tried to ask your team, why more work, is itvrealkt necessary for you to have more…? It’s been hard for me to connect psychically lately bc of all the emotionsl upheaval of the last 3 weeks. Last night was the friggin topper.
I dont want to be a healer. I just want to be myself, and be a reminder to others of how to align to the Source within. The real healing is in the consciousness, and so just alignment with Source, is all that is needed for healing.
Each issue has a unexpressed fear behind it. You’ve already been doing the inner work. It’s just that, it’s hard to even become aware of, some of the deeper unexpressed emotions, behind the issue or health problem. The old matrix, really distracts us, from reading our own emotional body. Its designed that way.
All the more reason, that this wasn’t an easy job. I really appreciate my role now, that I understand more fully the factors I’ve been up against. Incarnating, was like slodging up a steep mountain with slippery mud on it, while our hands and feet are wrapped in saran wrap. While wearing a blindfold, which induces dancing distracting false lights, forcibly into our retina. Just came up with this analogy, lol… That’s why we rock, truly. But, it’s not enough, we need real, actual, Love, in all ways. I’m with you.
Maybe u saw ur neighbor so many times at the store, so that it would imprint his mind with you, and make him trust you, so that at the Event, he will feel comfortable trusting your words and guidance. I met a neighbor recently, and i do feel it’s for this reason, and it’s like i could feel our higher selves having arranged our meeting. She seems like she’s unaware, but she is still heart centered and sensitive. So she will probably need to hear my reassurance at the Event. She had twins, 5 year olds, a boy and girl. They were just so full of Light.
I’ve been having these heavy feelings like, I love everyone but i don’t want to focus on helping too much, after the Event.. i want a life that matches me, and that involves being around like-minds. I don’t want my focus too much on those who are not where I am. If I did, it would be similar to my old path. I am going to focus on ME this time.
Breathe. Breathe. Sleep. Shower if I can make it. Lol.
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