Not going to go into detail as to why I’ve chosen the above meme’s – but I will say this: As WOMEN we are supposed to be SUPPORTING one another. And yes, while I know I am blessed to have this with a few – I have been absolutely appalled at how many women have failed me in the support area – especially after I got specific and open in the things I have been working to change in my life this past year. It’s mind blowing to me – the concept that another woman cannot handle hearing her fellow sister say, “this is what I need”.
I don’t get it. I know I should let it go – but I don’t know how to atm.
This is not a competition. Shouldn’t we women want ALL of us to thrive? Does MY desire to thrive – in my OWN way – threaten them?
What is so threatening with the phrases “this is what I need” and “that doesn’t work for me.”
UN REAL how many women have taken issue with those two sentences alone.
I see where it’s easier to take the easy way – the spiritual ego way – by comin’ in and tellin’ ya what I should be doing – yet when I clarify: “already done that” or “that doesn’t work for me” they run. Go silent. ANYTHING in the bag of gaslighting techniques to keep me at arm’s length instead of forming a connection.
Even my own counselor this past week wouldn’t look me in the eye as I told her some deeply held thoughts about the system, about humanity and so much of this suffering which is fixable and unnecessary – this after she said she wanted me to know she heard me, she sees me. As I said – no you don’t – if you did you would look me in the eye and acknowledge what I was saying with SOMETHING. You know? Give me a word. SOMETHING instead of looking away and then suddenly announce time was up. If I touch on something uncomfortable, have the decency to tell me such – especially since you are getting paid to work with me.
Spiritual Ego is HUGE out there. Denial of truths – deep deep truths. Cognitive dissonance of the mind and heart. I’m over it all – talking loudly now – as the meme above says.
The right ones though – stay around. You know who you are. You are the gifts in my life. And I am blessed to be meeting more in person, here locally, who get it.
Who get ME.
For now – dealing with the wounds and trying to figure out the struggle I have in letting it all go.
Here’s the world stage finds. Difficult to figure out who is who – what timeline are we in – both playing out is all I can figure out as it makes the most sense.
Today that is. 🙄😂
💖
Victoria
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exactly this. and russia offering sanctuary for the people from LA – where it's at least warm so living in a tent is doable.
wtf timeline does this continue to be?? https://t.co/Ob3CChxlDo— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) January 15, 2025
🚨HISTORIC JFK ASSASSINATION TAPE DROPS🚨
WORLD EXCLUSIVE: Never-Before-Heard Audio Of Former Executive Director Of The DNC & Close Associate Of LBJ, Clifton Carter, Admitting That LBJ Hired Mac Wallace To Assassinate JFK!
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— Alex Jones (@RealAlexJones) January 14, 2025
EPIC 🥰😎 https://t.co/ARjqGZzf1m
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) January 14, 2025
"when we started this fire"……….. https://t.co/Wq8FwC3HEZ
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) January 14, 2025
Trump shared this one below (proof is in the tweet below):
IS RA EL for last…………..and still so many on here slobbering all over is ra el and the whole "chosen one" bullsheot https://t.co/qTfSa2YP7C
— Luciana Nina Leone (Victoria IRL) (@nina_leone11) January 14, 2025
⚡️Trump just reposted a video explaining that the wars in Iraq and Syria came from Netanyahu
Netanyahu “is STILL trying to get us to fight Iran to this day”
“He’s gotten us into endless wars and because of the power of all of this in the U.S. politics, he’s gotten his way”… pic.twitter.com/ZDAAOcwUa1
— ₭₳₲ ĐⱤØ₲Ø🇺🇸 (@KAGdrogo) January 8, 2025
T shared these on truth social:
Very interesting share…
Wildfire Woes: California Regulators Halted Palisades Fire Prevention Project to Save Rare Shrub https://t.co/AkI5yRYyXA
— zerohedge (@zerohedge) January 14, 2025