I am at a loss….at a crossroad…..no direction…..alone….breaking down….needing to be seen and loved and mostly heard….needing to feel God….guidance….connection to something bigger than myself…..open window…..something to hold on to….to bring me forward…..the exhaustion and loneliness is crushing me…..no more advice for my spouse please….he needs a competent doc….he cannot do his own healing….and i quit my role of helping….i have been losing myself and must reprioritize…..which must focus on healing from this ongoing trauma….love is the answer and i seemed to have forgotten what that really is…..cannot do it alone. Love v.
