Quick update

Patreon Joins Other Platforms In Banning Q-Anon

I was notified this morning that unless I bring my page “up to community standards” (i.e. CENSOR myself), my page will be removed.  Several big accounts were already terminated by these twats – without notice.  So given I am nobody “special” in this c u e movement (and thus wouldn’t have a herd of people storming patreon demanding they let my content be nor do I have access to anyone w/in the plan to assist), have a very small following and cannot afford to lose what little amount I make on the page, I felt I had no other choice but to remove.

I am obviously in good company as, given the server is unbelievably slow atm and is lagging a lot, there seem to be tens of thousands of us creator’s doing the same tonight.

Going through all of the posts I made at that page the last few years – seeing the on-going theme of “awakening” and “it’s happening” and “the energies” and “kapow I am getting hit HARD” and “ascension” and whatever else you wish to put into the blank we have been filling in for yearSSS – it just made me reflect if this sharing of the truth has been worth it.  At this moment – I feel perhaps my time would have been much better utilized in just being a normie.  And while that world pushed me out years ago (thus I launched this site and my patreon account), perhaps I needed to push back harder to do the normal life here as this one hasn’t changed as I had thought and felt.  I have had so many feeeeeeels that haven’t manifested…..and I have read sooooo many similar feels and read so many similar words from others who keep thinking and saying and feeling “SOON” and yet here we are.  And after watching tonight’s debate, I reflect and wonder exactly what the truth is. And lordie lordie lordie knows I KNOW I look like an idiot by now to those “normies” in my life with whom I have been sharing my predictions (new tech, new $$ system, healing, etc.).  It’s coming.  Oh yes it’s coming.  No really, it is coming.

And I don’t cast judgment on them at all if they were to hold that feel.

I would too if I were them.

And yet of course there is the narrative that this whatever it is ending and birthing isn’t for us – the debates – the movie – all for the “normies” because the divide is happening and they will have their experience and we’re getting outta here.

At the moment here is what I have to say to THAT one:

I would rather focus on uniting with a group of others and create something new together.  Here.  Now.

We gonna do this or just keep at these ongoing narratives?

Love,

Victoria