I have been listening to this ~ skipping around to where I feel called ~ and I received such a breakthrough.  My frustration has little to do with what I want to DO or HAVE.

I am looking for FEELING.  I am looking to FEEL certain energies.  That is what is “missing” from ME and my experience.  (Note to self:  spend more time ALONE in bedroom with door closed and locked, headsets on and firm request of “I am to be left alone until I say otherwise”.  I receive much healing/insight in such moments.)

I know all of this.  And yet tonight there was a switch ~ an “a ha” moment of alignment.  I thought back to so many of the pieces I have written here ~ and while many of them begin from my heart, they switch and become a story in my mind.  What I am most desiring is to FEEL those energies of those words I use to share my “stuff”.  My insights.

I immediately wrote down all of those feeling experiences I have been seeking ~ energies just waiting for me to embrace as I let go of all of the false programming.  Doing so I could feel flow begin to move.

I hope you all will enjoy this conversation.  “Choose On Purpose rather than on default.”  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart” wrap=”i”]

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