Reflecting and Finds ~ 10.26.24

 

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May be an image of 1 person and text that says 'Steve Bartlett Your menta health health is more important than your career, money, other people's opinions, that event you said you would attend, your partners mood and your families wishes, combined. If taking care of yourself means letting someone down, then let someone down.'

 

Well here I go again putting myself out there – wondering who else may be experiencing these particular feeeeeeeeeeeels.

Cranky as a sleep deprived, hungry baby.  Did a purge earlier today that surprised me – it’s like my body was removing held in emotional stuff – it just came out.  In a strange, different way that left me surprised but also a feeling of “glad that’s out”.  Feeling as though I’m being pulled in two different directions and annoyed as hell from another – certainly pulled and pushed.

I voted.  I documented.  My heart wasn’t much in it – but I still voted – figuring I was giving another finger to evil, “woke” agenda’s, including learning that my state gives out $30,000 USD to illegal immigrants to get a house – not for legal citizens.  How special is that?  People like me are SOL – forgotten – which is igniting a rage in me that is growing considering how many months I have put myself out there and been specific in asking for what I frigging N E E D – something I have to really fight against – the frustration and anger – and shift around.  So some moments my manifesting looks a little something like this:

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I feel like I need someone to take over this for me.  Apparently, there’s a term for it – manic manifesting.  Maybe it’s like emotional and/or physical healing – seeing more and more of this – whereby you have a healing buddy who more or less becomes the energy conduit to help you release – and reaffirm – because our ability to let our own stuff go is soooooo hard, isn’t it? 

Because it’s PERSONAL.  When it is OUR lives we are invested in – the letting go part is difficult – especially under extraordinary circumstances.  So having someone more or less do the energy work – just like those Japanese doctors who shrunk the tumor of the female patient – because they were not the. patient. – I think that kind of work could be really helpful in manifesting.

So if anyone interested – let me know – and I will pass along statements I tell myself.  🙏

💖

Victoria

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“The Overton window is the range of policies politically acceptable to the mainstream population at a given time.”

 

 

 

got a feel this is one of those things where just one move has to happen then BOOM……….

 

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Game theory:

Elon’s been playing Diablo on X lately, btw…….I prefer foosball, pool or Ms PacMan……….

 

MrMBB333:

The sun is throwing a FIT and has earth in it’s sights! Here comes another giant!

 

Some things to put happy in your hearts (this first one is the best!):

 

Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.