editor victoria’s comment ~ well i don’t dig that deep into the meter/energy graph reads – i keep it pretty simple so i appreciate their work on this. today was another day where i thought my GODDESS WHEN am i going to wake up rarin’ to go? and wtfrig am i doing at night when i sleep? this fatigue is wearing on me – more than ever – and i wonder how much longer i can keep functioning as a semi-humanoid? not exaggerating or making light of that statement/question – i am beginning to wonder this daily. geesh this is getting intensely ridiculous! i am having a conversation with a new connection on our real bodies being in stasis elsewhere. it began after i shared my own dream experience where i saw myself – only looking larger and younger – and was surprised but also knew it was me (still surprised to see myself like that though) – confused too – and felt i was given a gift to see this. the feeling was “quick take a look so they don’t see us letting you see yourself”. this new connection has some knowledge of this area. with all of the fatigue i have been feeling i continue to want to know: WHO AM I and WHERE AM I. and this isn’t some esoteric question any longer. nothing deep nor philosophical. this is a literal question at this point. today at the store i saw what i can only say was a giant – female. i have never seen a female that tall. she was well over 7 feet – and quite stout. special nordic blood? my girl kept staring and while i was telling her to watch her staring i too couldn’t help but look in awe – and wonder – i wonder if that’s how tall i really should be. like avatar.
also getting more clear on this dimensional stuff. the whole 5d ascension, i feel, was another control program. a better one but still another matrix (as in control) program. we are UNLIMITED Being’s in our Pure Form – so why would we need to have a limited experience (4d, 5d, etc.). given my research has shown me you can have evil/dark/controlling beings at a variety of dimensions, the concept “higher vibe = more benevolency”, is, in my feel, an illusion. i received the feel last night (perhaps it was confirmation – as i have heard this one before) – the 5d ascension did not happen as it was cleaned up. dimensions are part of the separation/control narrative. when all just IS – and at that we “land” where we resonate – what we DESIRE and FEEL to create and experience. if that makes sense. as i say – some days words don’t cut it to share the story/feel/creation i hold within at the moment.
on we continue…..(seeing ya’ll – subscribers that is – still aren’t getting post notifications. i just gotta let that go for now. you can still see everything under the latest posts.)
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UPDATE3 ~ 12-15-18 00:10 UTC
A couple of years ago, we regularly dreamed about working various tasks on “the 31st floor,” taking the elevator there in our dreams. (We work on different floors, now.) Anyway, look at the 31 Hz level that just popped up on the Moscow SR meter:
And ha! Right on cue: another CME. We were just talking about looking for one this weekend:
That could be why we were seeing these:
Also: the Kiruna meter is looking kinda… sine-wavy… lately, like a vibrating piano string:
What a day. Time for bed.
CONTINUE READING HERE (for the entire piece which goes back to 12/13).
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