UPDATE: Sounds like these physical experiences are collective. And I am wondering about the grid pattern showing up below. Given what Sister D and my daughter experienced – 24 hours apart – very similar experience – I would now say we are SEEING more of what (and who) is there. And it is possible that as each layer of this matrix is removed – it shows up on the Schumann. Recently I read where the more “they” are removed we will see it show up on the Schumann. Just wanted to share an update – especially since when I first shared this, I was half awake and feeling like a terribly grumpy cat.
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Given no one slept well in this house, is this the cause? Sinus issues – GI issues. What is this? I’ve seen it before – another grid? Another net? Feeling like I know nothing – absolutely nothing – aside from what I need and want which feels like it is being stored away from me in some hidden remote location. Tired of being told to and even saying “trust yourself”. I DO. And I know you all do as well. I just don’t trust anything else – certainly those who claim to know the Truth. Leaving this as is….(any of you live in MT? If so, send me a message please.)
Hi Victoria
I just want to send a quick note to let you know that I completely relate to what you are saying. I feel like my memories are in the far reaches of my mind and very difficult to access. I feel like I know next to nothing except basics. I dont sleep well. I dont feel like doing much of anything and have to force myself to do the shows I used to love doing. Very strange all very weird. I am not liking it at all. I worry about picking this up from the collective maybe but dont really know!!
i reflect on this and wonder too – is this mine is it collective or is there a difference at this point? by collective i mean those of us awakening/awake – are we shifting away from the experience here by having these feelings of detachment??