Quieter today, which is interesting as I am feeling my heartache I have carried through this lifetime – and most likely all previous lifetimes after this manipulated “fall”. This realm is the hell we read about and those of us who remember Paradise (while in physical form) know it. Many of us have carried the thought and the feelings around “I want to go home” and many of us have been chastised for it, judged, told Home is always within when we KNOW it is much more than that. We are not little islands. Playing these games of illusion – which is what they are – games – not based on any Truth as to who we really are – are over for us. We know we can no longer participate. We know what we want and desire. The return of what was stolen, taken from us. There is no work to do other than to accept where we are, who we are and help one another heal until we break out of this false paradigm (which yes can be any moment now, right??!!).
I awoke this morning after having such a beautiful dream where I had followed something my heart longed for. The results in my feeling body were beautiful and open. At least I am thankful the wall of anger around my heart has opened again and the beauty of pain that comes through tears is felt.
I am Amazing. I only wish I had begun to remember/know that decades ago.
