awoke to a lot of body shaking and agitation. focused effort and meditation did nothing to relieve the experience. this site has been under a lot of outside attacks and the spam showing up in the comment section is aggravating. that and i have had just one donation after making another heartfelt request. i spend a lot of time on this site each day. i intend for new subscribers. i intend for wonderful comments by those who actually read the material. and intend for $$ donations of abundance. don’t know why my intentions are not yet manifesting. for now i am letting it go and asking the Universe to guide me in a new direction if need be. my mind/body/health cannot continue on this current journey without the results i need, intend and desire.