So a strange thing happened after I got out of bed and did my "thang"......... ⋆ LOVE IN ACTION NOW

…..”thang” as in listened to that first-of-the-day nudge to do xyz………today that was, as I shared, doing a gematria on JOHN & DURHAM.

So – I shared my piece on the usual places. FB (not doing a thing w/twatter other than getting goodies from musk, scavino and others)……..gab………anonup…. Then I get busy in the household helping with breakfast, clean up, assisting with my daughter (continuation with yesterday’s massive toy removal……drama…..or “draw ma” going crazy trying to deal…….). I get back on the computer – go to anonup and notice a big number of notifications. Well, a big number for me. Most days I receive nothing – occasionally I receive half a dozen or so. NEVER anything like what I saw staring at me on my screen. I also noticed a big uptake in followers – in a short amount of time – like 40 or more.

Bots, I think. Because, you know, I have “trust issues.” lol

And then I receive a d/m from an online fellow patriot and friend who told me she had the nudge to share this:

Photon 333 @photon

5 hours ago

What am I missing?

This woman works hard. She is a constant here. And yet she receives hardly any likes or help. I knew about her before being here, due to her website, but didn’t connect the two until recently.

How about some love for Victoria?💙

Then I see one of the biggest accounts had also shared it.

So I wasn’t getting bots or poked or trolls. I was getting some love.

It humbled me.

It also gave me reason to pause and reflect on why I automatically go to the “dark side”. I do have wonderful people – friends – who visit here – who support me with love and shares and personal conversations and donations. I guess it comes down to that weeeeee program within that says “you are invisible”. And I’m not used to any sort of spotlight. Makes me uncomfortable. And yet I also put myself into that position with the work I do. And ya’ll know how I have lamented how I want more exposure so I can increase readership and revenue because of this, you know, pay-to-live matrix enslavement.

At times I am a walking paradox. I want the love, support and recognition – but I also don’t want a lot of attention either. Perhaps that explains why I am just a tad bit more introverted – with an extrovert waiting to jump in as well. Reminds me of a saying I read about 22 years ago:

“To vascillate is human nature.”

At the time, reading that annoyed me. I like consistency. That autistic-like part of me needs it. But I also know that none of us can be pigeon holed. Ever. We are a mix of complex experiences, thoughts & emotions. Who knows who we really are outside of “their” prison here. But inside – this is who we are.

Myself included.

For now – any newbies – thank you for giving me a chance. And for the rest of my friends, thank you for hanging in there with me.

Love,

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