Where am I, Toto?  Feeling very. much. like. this:

Anyone else feeling that way?  In a new way?  If it’s at all possible – I feel further cut off from this space/reality/experience.  If that’s how it has to be, so be it.  I never felt a sense of belonging here – not even a tiny widdle bit – just the feeling of “yes i am not alone” when I meet others like me.

Two songs came to me today upon the nudges:  New Radicals – You Get What You Give (which here is a bunch of b.s. – but otherwise a great song to KEEP GOING and reminder that the magic is within us and once it’s fully returned – WATCH OUT)………….And Bon Jovi – Livin’ On A Prayer.

Which is what I do at times – be in that state of prayer.  ‘Tis all I got most moments now.

I was up often last night – feeling the effects from the family experience yesterday (being yelled at – why should they listen to me – I don’t know nuthin’ yadda yadda)………….Deep core wound from the bio family.  And it was then that it spoke to me – I won’t ever fully heal until I am reconnected back again with the Universe.  Until then, it’s do the best I can – recognize the trigger – give myself Love – pray – ask for support.  Repeat.  Perhaps that book – Eat Pray Love (SELL OUT SELL OUT) should have included some other phrases:  You are in prison so until you are rescued or find a way out with others – Eat Pray Love SEE WHERE YOU ARE and SUPPORT ONE ANOTHER.  And GRACE – for those moments when you feel the “OMG I THOUGHT I HAD DEALT WITH THIS ALREADY!”

As in ten thousand times.

Through years or decades of therapy.  Healing rituals.  New age books.  Traditional modalities.

In REAL SPACE – we don’t deal with the kind of pain and trauma we have here.  We’re never alone.  As Prince said – in this life (here) – you’re on your own.

Anyone tries to break you down – go crazy on ’em – just one time.

And seek support from those who love you.

I’m here – as always – for anyone who needs that support.  I was sure needing it yesterday.  Those who heard me – saw me – thank you.

Here’s what’s speaking to me atm.

With Love,

V.

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Pretty much every day now…………or every few days, right?  

This has been my sense for months…………

 2 minutes ago

In response ANON 777 to her Publication

And this too (remember Dorsey in what was obviously a green screen room – and/or on a boat because the background kept rocking up and down as though he was on some sort of – barge……….)

https://resistthemainstream.org/executive-at-covid-19-vaccine-maker-moderna-abruptly-resigns-after-day-one/

https://resistthemainstream.org/nih-director-confirms-agency-hid-early-covid-genes-at-request-of-chinese-scientists/

https://www.washingtonexaminer.com/politics/four-russian-governors-resign-amid-new-sanctions-report

https://www.washingtonexaminer.com/news/judge-withdraws-contempt-order-against-trump

T’s response to Biden’s maga speak:

🔴The storms moving through the Twin Cities metro right now are packed with lightning! 778 total strikes have been reported in just the last five minutes.

@police_frequency

Didn’t see this one last month……..

NOPEC bill?  

CEPON

— Mr Pool (@IooP_rM311_7211) May 12, 2022

The only logical way out of this mess, is the Announcement.

— SiriusB (@SiriusBShaman) May 11, 2022

The biggest collapse in the global financial system is coming. 🔥💸

— XRP 🔺👁️🔺 (@XRPPHOENIXX) May 11, 2022

Interesting……….Obviously the real goods are outside and here are projections and/or mechanical objects……..Space Force being used to “line things up” and “remove them” in order TO get to where the real goods are…..Rose had an excellent analysis on the “planets” here – at least something I align with fully (posted below)……….

Mercury in retrograde? Don’t you mean when Mercury orbits the sun faster than Earth, thus creating an optical illusion it’s moving backward?

So next time you look to astrology for answers about why life feels chaotic, especially with communication and technology, remember us.

— Space Force Recruiting (@gospaceforce) May 10, 2022

YellowRoseforTexas

1 day ago

I guess you could say that is possible. The objects are machines, and they do put out frequency waves to influence people here. We did know they had to line up to unlock the system for our exit. And they do play their parts in flipping the script here, but not really by choice. It was a War. But we are leaving them, and will have something new.

I also “got” fully last night the statement “don’t ask for dates” (regarding the return to space/exit).  It’s war (until it no longer is).  It cannot be sabotaged with leaks or potential moles (those who get intel NOT to be shared but share it anyway).  While I don’t believe it ruins your chance at getting out – at least going where you wish – I feel that statement is used – the way a parent would do to ensure their child is SAFE.  Parents get this – sometimes we have to say things to get our children’s attention and keep them safe – even if it’s an exagerration or empty threat.  Gotta keep the END GOAL in mind.  I saw that last night.

Apparently “they” are flipping out on this………..mate informed me of the talk on the radio………

“The Great MAGA King”: Biden Has New Nickname for President Trump

Trump-Appointed Judge Extends Order – Prevents Biden Regime from Rolling Back Title 42 and Opening Borders to Illegal Migrant Horde

Just eeewwww at this point – thought some would want to see this though…

Bill Clinton’s Special Advisor and Jeffrey Epstein Handler Who Flew on Lolita Express Dies at 59

That could be fun to watch…………

THIS WEEKEND: President Trump With Ted Nugent LIVE In Austin, Texas (Get Tickets Here)

DUH.  As I continue to say – THIS IS NOT ABOUT ELECTIONS now……….It’s about exposing to awaken as many as possible UNTIL THIS ANNOUNCEMENT and POOF – we outta prison.

SHAMEFUL: GOP Still HAS NOT MENTIONED “2000 Mules” Ballot Trafficking Documentary Proving 2020 Election Was Stolen — THEY JUST DON’T CARE

SAN TAROT latest ~ verrrrrrrrry interesting title…………Listening later – for now I have a hunch what is behind the title…………

#aquarius #tarot #intuitivereading

Aquarius – They’re going to show their face.

“It’s happening again” – the matrix showing itself with just 1 leaf floating and moving on its own……….

#MrMBB333

Well, it looks like it’s happening AGIAN!!

Mr. Deeds @mrdeeds1111

12 hours ago

Evidence of emergency destruction of documents confirming work with the US military establishment was obtained.

A preliminary analysis of extant documentation indicates the use of Mariupol as a regional centre for cholera pathogen collection and certification. The selected strains were sent to the Public Health Centre in Kiev, which is responsible for the onward shipment of biomaterials to the United States. These activities have been carried out since 2014, as evidenced by the transfer of strains.

An act of destruction of the pathogen collection dated February 25, 2022, according to which cholera, tularemia and anthrax pathogens were handled there, was found in the sanitary and epidemiological laboratory

Part of the collection of the veterinary laboratory was not destroyed in a hurry. In order to ensure safety and secure storage, 124 strains were exported by Russian specialists and their study was organised

files here:
https://disk.yandex.ru/d/EmmPxlSNBUtymw

#Ukraine

Mr. Deeds @mrdeeds1111

12 hours ago

Briefing on the results of the analysis of documents related to the military biological activities of the United States on the territory of Ukraine

#BioLabs
#Ukraine

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