Just exhausted – body is weary and worn and torn. Heart. Mind. Soul. Spirit. All of it that makes up Me is just, you know. But as long as I can feeeeeeeeeel, as long as I can hold my own thought, my own truth, as long as I AM, that Spark within remains Lit. Always said I don’t care if I’m crawlin’ across that g.d f’ing finish line at the end – I AM CROSSING IT. (although i intend to leap across it like a boss with all of my power)
Music is helping atm. Listening more so – for a time that is. I played the piano for awhile – I tried so much to get into it – it just isn’t there in me now. Not learning new songs. I need – NEW. As I said – my distractions that were once my joys are hardly distracting me now. Tonight-I tried something new – different. For the first time I made a carrot cake recipe in my bread machine and proceeded to fry it (the machine). I just stared at it – smoking – while at the same time my girl is saying “ok mom i found some clothes to buy!” Bread machine replacement – bottom of the list of things to buy. lol
O M F G
Whether one is awake or not – in knowing or not – we all really need this truth for ALL moment so we can unite and live and BE who we are supposed to be with one another – without fear. Without judgment. Without wondering if someone is going to turn on us and attack or clam up or laugh at us because we’ve shared something that isn’t on their matrix program plate. We ARE LOVE and we KNOW this.
You know that thing I shared earlier – Trump saying You Can’t Always GEt What You Want? Straight out of GEORGE Mag Feb. ’97 issue. Then VK speaking about the Trump/Kennedy prophecy appearing to be (duh) true. I saw a headline from yahoo – negative against John Kennedy Jr. Yeah – it’s showtime. If “they” are attacking him, we know. It has to be. Easter timeline. T said the words – twice – 3 years ago. I get the whole “disinfo” thing but at the time he was speaking to the public about (allegedly) Covid – opening up – being free of “the invisible enemy” – easter timeline- which we had been battling for a long time now – quite awhile – all of this his words – so COME. ON. ALREADY. AND. DO. IT. Q. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Here are some things to share.
Love,
V.
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— Nicholas Veniamin (@nickveniamin) April 7, 2023
Not. safe. anymore. (although it doesn’t escape me seeing the masked up folks and the ones without a clue – at least the audience was small. a T rally would stomp all over that nonsense.)
CV03 The Corolla Virus™ @Kofa
Labeled A Warmonger
China declares it will board ships in Taiwan Strait
China will be boarding and inspecting cargo ships in the Taiwan Strait after Taiwanese President Tsai Ing-wen’s high-level U.S. meeting.
Is THIS the saving israel for last?
JUST IN – Dozens of rockets fired at Israel from Lebanon.
— Disclose.tv (@disclosetv) April 6, 2023
i sigh and sigh and sigh some more and again wonder – ok WHEN will this all drop out in the open? OUR TIMELINE. OUR TIMELINE. OUR TIMELINE.
BOMBSHELL ACCUSATIONS: CCP accused of orchestrating Trump’s arrest to PREVENT the former President from winning the 2024 nomination..
— Chuck Callesto (@ChuckCallesto) April 6, 2023
look over there just not here……….
BREAKING: Leonardo Di Caprio To Testify In Case Of Money Funneling To Obama Campaign. Read The Full Story: https://t.co/dhNIoHAjg9 pic.twitter.com/RIdWegBuRX
— Juanita Broaddrick (@atensnut) April 6, 2023
JUST IN: BlackRock Paris headquarters has been TAKEN OVER by protestors…
MEDIA SILENT..
— Chuck Callesto (@ChuckCallesto) April 6, 2023
NEW – Iran and Saudi Arabia: longtime rivals now pledge to work together after a surprise China-brokered dealhttps://t.co/dWJHzLspHt
— Insider Paper (@TheInsiderPaper) April 6, 2023
Again – DUH. So uh recusal, right? And dismissal, right? Hmm? ANYONE?!
BREAKING NEWS: It has just been revealed that the judge presiding over Donald Trump’s case donated money to Joe Biden in 2020
— Matt Wallace (@MattWallace888) April 6, 2023
I still remember when these lyrics hit me with a kapow – we are living in a world of fools breakin’ us down……….when they all should let us Be………we belong to you and me…………I was at an intersection – the truth of it all – where I was – what was out there running things keeping us all divided with their lies and games – the injustice and crazy of it all hit me, leaving me bawling, pounding on the steering wheel, looking around at all the other peeps in their cars, wanting to hug them all and shake them awake.
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