Yesterday afternoon I received a text from neighbors saying their dog has cancer and we were welcome to come say good-bye today. Our kids play together at times and while we haven’t spent a lot of time with their dog, she is literally the coolest dog around. She also happens to be a near spitting image of our previous dog so hearing she has cancer and is being let go brings up all sorts of stories in my mind and heart. The memories of having to make the agonizing decision to let our beloved fur baby go due to illness spilled out into my heart, leaving me in a big ‘ole pile of tears and many questions.
Question #15,236: Why do dogs only live so few human years? I get the frequency vibe thing – they “live” in a different frequency than we humans. Just like flies and other species. But still – 10-14 years (for us) is simply not enough.
Question #15,237: Why this beautiful animal? Why is it the truly horrible ones like the Rockefeller’s, the Clinton’s, the Dick Cheney’s etc. etc. are still around? We need MORE beauty. We need the psychopaths to be removed. Yesterday.
So that lead me to this line of thinking…
So much talk that this “removal” is going to happen. When? We’re all Source, right? Let’s join together and intend their removal now. I recently heard someone say the “dark ones” are afraid right now, not sure how to give up their power and we have to be patient with them.
Patient? Seriously? So we sit back and let them continue to create mass suffering? (gonna drop an f-bomb here so you have been warned)
FUCK THAT.
Nowhere within Me does this “be patient while we let the criminals perform a few more dark rituals and crimes” feel ok. Maybe if I let myself get lost in the la la land of ungrounded bliss ~ for a few moments that is until the parts of me that say “remember” kick in and I then realize the NEW that is within me that says “I lost myself. I lost my power. I own that. I was trusting. But no more. Now I have honed the tool of discernment and in doing so, I trust myself in who to trust and who not. And while I can say ALL is of Source, that doesn’t mean I am blind to the truth that there are also human vehicles making some pretty ugly choices that impact the population at large that need to end TODAY. Not when THEY are ready but when you and I say “time’s up”.
Time’s up, I say.
I pondered that thought for a time and the quietest (and thus most “solid) message I received was “stop feeding it”. I recently responded to a youtube video speaking of all of the chaos and the like and I said “what if we all just stop giving this nonsense and chaos our attention?” Is this naive? I’m not convinced it is. I am having more experiences where I see the simple act of holding the desire of what I want creates the necessary energies to let those desires flow into my life with ease.
Still… all of these stories and “stuff” going through my mind had me feeling doubt about the whole ascension/remembering/awakening/changing journey. Is it all a farce? Another program within the matrix?
As I began to go down that next mental dialogue, I decide to let it ALL go and listened to the inner voice that said “go outside and enjoy the beautiful, warm, sunny day.”
I listened.
As I sat in my chair, soaking up the rays of the sun (or whatever that object is), I was watching my girl be a kid and my mate interact with her. I was relaxed. Smiling. My mate started to say something to me when I felt something very strange in my brain and body. Woozy. Then suddenly I am feeling something from the time I was about 10. A memory from summer – only I couldn’t remember it in my mind – but instead felt it in my body. I put up my hand to stop my mate from talking, saying that “I need a moment”. A few moments passed and the sensations disappeared. I felt fully present again.
The best way I can describe it is I experienced another piece of me from a different timeline merge with the me in THIS moment.
So ok then. Yes, something is indeed happening to us that is outside of the realms of control. All that was hidden and in a stasis of separation is being united, returned again.
I leave this piece with some words of “see you later” to our awesome neighborhood dog. I’m sure you will have many happy dogs waiting to play ball, many beautiful fields to romp and play in as free as the wind and Source long to see you be. Be in freedom and peace sweet spirit.
