3/19/18
By Victoria
I feel the need to share this, a list of actions I aim to Be as much as I/i am able. It would have been useful for me to have written something like this earlier, but I would not have been quite as ready as I feel I am now. Experiences with a variety of different people along this ascension journey have allowed me to see my own behavior, consider as to what I wish to change and what I know is part of Core Me.
I used to think being a light worker meant I was always to be spaced out in bliss. Always kind. Always thoughtful. To not let my humanness show. The struggle, the fears, challenges, not let any of that show. (And yes I have had “light workers” talk down to me when I have let these moments be shared, privately or in the public eye.)
In short, light-worker equated to being All Knowing Perfect.
Ugh! NO THANK YOU.
I had to admit that I am perfectly imperfect, full of human awesomeness and frailty, with Higher Dimensional Selves finding a way in to create a balance.
As I have shared before, I don’t like labels. I also feel everyone is a light-worker ~ certainly a potential light worker/light bringer. We are ALL here as Sources of the Highest of Awareness. We each bring a purpose ~ whether at times that is to show what’s Love and to show what isn’t Love ~ the aim being Love, and all that is within that umbrella of Love. (Although I still maintain there are clones and artificial entities as well as people so far into evil actions the better part of themselves are so fragmented, contact and unification is likely impossible.)
All of that being out of the way, here is what I aim to Be:
- Authentic. I share when I am Imperfect. I share when I am Perfect. I stumble, trip and fall. Then I rise. I cry and demand when I sense injustice and harm. I celebrate when I see Love rise above what was once hidden, whether in shame or fear.
- Vulnerable. When I don’t know something, I say so. When I’m afraid, same thing. Sad, angry, confused, yep, the same.
- Teller of the Truth. Whatever I feel is true at the time, I speak it. At times that leads to being…
- Humble. When I miss the mark on something I perceived as true, I own it. At some point. But eventually I do own it. For more than anything, I want to know the Truth.
- Child-like. I aim to see the world through the child-like faith within my heart. That keeps me hopeful. Keeps me going.
- Intense. This one gets me into the most trouble. A recent energy read had the woman tell me my energy was one of the most intense energies she had read on a client. It wasn’t an intensity of rudeness or smugness (although I know I can slip into that at times), but one of I simply know Who I Am. The origin of my home planet, which is likely from eons ago, perhaps my first physical incarnation, is full of equally intense Beings. Anyway…I feel things deeply. Very deeply. All of the emotions. I typically don’t do those half-way. Also included in that intensity is a deep disdain for intentional harm and what I call the “sticking of the head in the sand like the ostrich”. Refusing to see the elephant in the room while it’s swinging its trunk for all to see. Oooh, I get fired up on that one.
There are so many of us in this world of ascension and light workers, healers and the like. None of us are the same. We’re all different. Some are very soft and gentle, some are more rough around the edges, some a mix….but what matters the most is the purity of the heart and it is that purity of the heart that desires to see every single one of us liberated, loved, healed and freely living the Life we each desire while being supported with grace and love along the way. Perhaps that is the end result of my aim.
That is indeed my wish for myself and all of you.
And that is why I created this site and this space.
Much love in perfection and imperfection,
Victoria
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