So beautiful – and feels so true and right – and also explains why we are not IN that space. But there is still a piece of that within me – within you.
My heart is very heavy and no matter how much I may reside in my head at times with the puzzle piecing, the truth is my heart is sad and heavy. I long so much to return to a time of more innocence. I miss my family – very much. I hate that they were tricked into this scam of covid and “their” jabs and poison. I hate that they were so tricked into it they could not allow just one of my thoughts to enter and perhaps cause a change within. I hate how it has robbed my girl of over 2 years of her childhood. I hate how long it is taking to roll everything out. I hate the wait – I really do. Every ounce within me is always – always – saying “JUST ROLL IT ALL OUT WE CAN HANDLE IT TOGETHER”.
I’ve said for some time now – wtf is this – traumatized and forced to see (or even if you’re not looking those of us sensitive enough “feel”) “them” and their sick perversions – right until the last second and then WALA we have some amazing moment of rescue and we’re supposed to go off into the sunset together and sing kumbaf’ingya?
I just can’t make any sort of real solid sticking sense of this – neither in my heart nor in my mind. I try – but the truth within my heart says otherwise. I’m too awake to not see or feel. I’m far too independent and questioning to have blind faith in some “god” like being who is watching and is in charge (whatever that means).
I want answers, you know? Answers to my most pressing questions now – instead of being chastized like a naughty child by some “holier than thou” type – or as painful, silence. An “I don’t know” suffices just fine. At this point it feels like I’ve been forced into a narcissistic, sociopathic relationship and I just want OUT. For good. For now I continue to occupy my spare time w/as much pure as I can – but even at that I can feel “their” script/energies right there. I call in Higher Me and Heaven/Home often – sometimes it provides some good energy – sometimes I feel nothing – but it is always. temporary. And fuch – some real sleep and PROTECTED sleep (like I call on every single night) would be a real blessing now.
Let’s see what I can find that is positive and hopeful that we’re near the end of this flick.
Love,
V.
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Putin Warns ‘New World Order Is Being Dismantled – Nobody Can Sit Out The Storm’
notable?
I have so much evidence – so many pieces in a file I’ve kept – just wish people I know would be willing to listen……….
https://rumble.com/v1qhkk1-dr.-paul-marik-really-serious-complications-from-taking-the-vaccine.html
People can laugh – but it’s hard to perceive how we will be “united” as we’ve been told for years when we see this happening………
W H E N…………..WE ARE READY………
We are the generation that exits The Matrix.
— SiriusB (@SiriusBShaman) October 29, 2022
Gonna take a miracle at this point that is BEYOND all of “this” here………
The good people of earth will unite.
— SiriusB (@SiriusBShaman) October 29, 2022
Played some Prince on the piano today………..I’m ready (in case I haven’t made myself clear yet lol)…………..
Time to party?🎉 pic.twitter.com/JuxQDYM93C
— Fightingmama2022 (@ANice24675304) October 29, 2022
JUST IN: Elon Musk has reportedly planned to begin laying off workers at Twitter as soon as today, per the NYT, with managers being asked to draw up lists of employees to cut before a Nov. 1 date when employees were scheduled to receive stock grants as part of their compensation.
— unusual_whales (@unusual_whales) October 29, 2022
As a cop for 11 yrs in St. Louis I never once worked a burglary where the broken glass and debris at the entry point was OUTSIDE the residence. pic.twitter.com/Fs5DYEuwHp
— D. W. Wilber (@DWWilber1) October 29, 2022
My usual question is – are those who need to see getting this yet? And at this point – as far as the rest of us – do we even really care now?
There Are Multiple Problems with the Paul Pelosi – David DePape Story – Nothing Adds Up
This needs to be all switched up and revealed by then because other than that, there is NO PURPOSE for something like this……..
Special Event: Winter Gala with President Donald J. Trump At Mar-a-Lago
BREAKING 🚨 Russia accuses UK of being involved in Nord Stream explosions https://t.co/gG10c5EJux
— Insider Paper (@TheInsiderPaper) October 29, 2022
We stopped engaging in this holiday. Wonder how much loosh “they” received in this one………..
Leo – They let it slip.
https://www.zerohedge.com/markets/goldmans-biggest-bear-flips-only-question-you-need-ask-weekend
https://www.zerohedge.com/political/gitmos-oldest-detainee-freed-after-20-years-no-charges
