I have a plethora of questions at the moment – many of these have not been answered and thus remain as questions.
I have been asking Rose for awhile – if Trump goes east/home with us, who is president in the West? No response. (And a heads up – there are a few followers of hers who will block you or come on the attack if you question her with questions they don’t “approve” of. Cult like mentality still flourishes here and there.)
Where is the E/O from President Trump to give some MUCH NEEDED $RELIEF to the people? (not to mention other leaders in other nations) More people are in poverty now due to the ALLOWING of this covid LOCKDOWN which is CLEARLY unconstitutional and yet our SCOTUS and POTUS etc. has not done a DAMN thing to put this year long nightmare to an end. Why is that?
My girl sat at the table today looking through a Play Brochure from earlier this year. It was the last “normal” she was allowed to do (by the system) before the nazi playbook rolled on out and she was deprived of all “normal” activities. And yet “the plan” has let this carry out without a WORD as to how this is really harming the people. I can explain to her as best as I can what has happened but she is still a child with a child’s brain. NONE of this makes sense to her and NONE of it is ok with her and I don’t want her accepting it as OK. Where is the concern for our children’s health? So many continue to say trust the plan and many of them have no children. Being in this position is so challenging. I need love and support. Today my heart is screaming. S C R E A M I N G “NO MORE ENOUGH”. As I say – I don’t blindly trust anything or anyone now. I trust what I SEE and how I FEEL. That is it. Guesses aren’t cutting it and neither is ongoing “trust and wait” thoughts. I want to SEEEE.
As someone on twitter (one of those big accounts) said: BIG THINGS ARE HAPPENING. But they won’t say what. And they won’t answer others questions. Who does that. Drops some potentially exciting bread crumb only to leave readers hanging. It is really easy IF you know what’s happening to do that – far too often cult like followers will say “do your own research” instead of helping the person answer their questions. Love doesn’t do that. Patriots don’t either.
So much deception…..If you can help, help. If not – STFU.
I am weary with my insights and reflections and predictions coming to me then fading away in the wind. I take breaks that only provide temporary relief. I need the experience I hold in my heart to manifest. That is it. I am obviously not in control of sheot here other than how I let myself feel inside – and that is absolutely not enough. I may be able to muster up a few little moments of hope and help now and then but overall – I am not in control because I am not free. Yet. Somewhere I know I create realms. Entire experiences. I fly and I live as long as I want. Self healing. Manifestation from the heart is easy and connection with Source Force is CONSTANT and EASY to feel and maintain.
Earlier today someone spoke of the Divide and how it was the “left” creating this divide. Nonsense. It is the intentional withholding of the Truth creating it. It is the ALLOWING of the media to carry on with their spins and lies that is creating it. We the people have been nothing more than pawns in their game.
Today I would have liked to have been included in this “plan” so I could offer my input. I would have done it differently.
I know I am “preaching to the choir” here and I know there isn’t a one of you who has any more answers than I do much less the ability to provide the proof and evidence to SEE. That all continues to be, for the most part, hidden and deception is deception whether it is big or small or withheld for good or evil.
I hate war. Have I made that apparent? lol
For now I am focused on christmas miracles for my family, myself and for all who are in need.
Love,
Victoria
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Hugs and acknowledgement. This just plain sucks, and I’m so weary along with you.
I do so ardently desire the conclusion of all this, with peace and irrevocable justice, in equal measure.
We are here, sharing your frustration, confusion, the anger…
I wrote this big rambling reply… but realized I could boil it down to:
Never give up.
Never surrender…and hold the line.
I wish I could offer more…
I saw the unanswered question on there when I went back to look at video comments today, was curious about that too. 🤔 I’ve left some ? before on there that didn’t get answers and I just went back and deleted the comments. 😓 I tried asking an EEK question on Twitter and also got no answer after a few days, so…? Maybe it’s like the ‘love and light’ community in a way – positive thoughts or affirmation get likes and answers fast; hard questions, not so much? 🤡
The frustration feel is very real and boy, I’m right there also. I just got done writing an angry letter to Home. That it feels to me like 2012 all over. “Trust, be patient, we’re just waiting on a few more to give them time,” etc. Meanwhile, those of us who have been ready for ages continue to suffer and wither away inside and out – for what? For some west-worlders who wouldn’t so much as pour us a cup of water if we were on fire? 🤷 Not trying to sound mean, but what point does the cost us “good guys” have paid as POW’s of THEIR squad and the risk to ourselves by “waiting juuuust a bit longer (repeat ad nauseum)” tip the scale? When is enough, ENOUGH?! I have lost my health, my will to live, my beloved pet (my only friend), and this prolonged “sitting” (which feels like more depression now, tbh) is not helping. I am on the edge and I have begged Home for help with no answer. Just like 2012. 😓 I know our consciousness/soul is all that goes, but I’m honestly worried about the level of damage it’s taken and IF it can be fixed at all, let alone in one Ison-year, which seems unrealistic given so much trauma. Heaven should know, we need years of therapy and healing, starting NOW! ☹️ That would be my question. But after several tries without an answer, why bother. 🤷 I’m losing faith. This “show” needs to either get started, or we get relief right away, or they need to let those of us who need to (for our own sanity) exit already. Will any of those happen though? Ugh, sorry. I’m just fed up with being dead last on Home’s priority list. It’s not fair.
i am questioning the “sitting” narrative….
Victoria, I really appreciate you bein9 so open wit4 your feelin9s. I am sure sick to deat4 of all t4is. A drop from Q would make me feel better. Any info about w4ere we are at would 4elp. I feel stuck and just wanna 9et on w/ my life. Very Frustratin9. Keep up t4e 9ood work, V. You are our voice. L&L, Dana
cult~
a misplaced or excessive admiration for a particular person or thing.
( our CULTure is made up of mini cults..and they are every where even in little children’s lives…Barbie would be considered a cult..super heroes admirers are a cult..sports fanatics are a cult..motorcycle clubs a cult..boat lovers a cult..and on and on and on…so, ya see our CULTure is nothing but cults .)
diffi~cult~
not easily done
(maybe these times we are in are so diffi~Cult for those that want to truly be a sovereign being because they are trying hard to DEFY~cult mind. I feel with the many that speak of going ‘Home’ are also considered to be in their own cult.
wonder if you sat all ‘Home’ seekers down in a room and ask them if they would have the same idea about what ‘home’ is.
I feel the best path for me is to seek not a tribe or a group,but to see where my sovereignty takes me. I have been on a solo journey all of my days here..oh, yes there have been people coming and going and learning and growth in that,but not always do they stay..they have to move on to their own story line for their own learning .I have come to know that ‘home’ for me is where I AM. Not my Avatar (body)where my soul is having and adventure in learning,but where my constant connection of my spirit is ..and that is not a physical place in this realm.)
culture~
is a word for the ‘way of life’ of groups of people, meaning the way they do things. .. An integrated pattern of human knowledge, belief, and behavior. The outlook, attitudes, values, morals, goals, and customs shared by a society.
(Again I have to go with the angst and difficult times we are in ..is because we are Defying Culture as we have known it..the ‘way of life’ as we have known it’..the way we have done things’ in the past..or the way things have been done to us in the past..and now many are waking to their own sovereignty ..their own power..they don’t want to be told what their life should be like..they want their own way..and they want to Defy Culture as we know it and it is Diffi~Cult for the world at the moment.
I had a reprieve recently in the drama of these times..I simply turned off my computer..easy.. I do not have a TV..nor do I have a fancy phone where folks can text me or I see things of news etc..so, I went to my garden in the sun, I listened…birds chirping and flying and leaves moving and kids in the area playing ..dogs barking ..bikes riding by ..the breeze..a door close..a cat jumping a fence..then I picked up the book I was reading…went in to get a drink..fix a meal..got some glittery objects out to decorate for this winter season..enjoyed their sparkle..spoke to no one..went no where..just moved about in grace and ease ..and no thoughts or reminders of the dark and nasty of this ‘culture’..I was independently here on my own..with my own thoughts and in charge of my world..my small world..and my ‘home’..it’s peaceful here..no interference is allowed to disturb my peace..be it a person or thing..I do not consent to certain energies in my realm..so be it.
Anyone can get this kind of peace..but it won’t be found on your computer or lap top or phone..ever. There is too many thoughts and ‘what ifs’..and ‘secrets still from those that are making promises or say they know ..and some even boast they speak to others in other worlds and they know…)
BELONG TO YOURSELF..you know.