unlike what i said in my schumann share, where i said i was vertical all afternoon, i was actually horizontal. at the moment, i feel between the two. walking vertically but my body has a pull towards the horizontal. (now for those like me who get them confused, vertical means up and down. horizontal, sideways. or as a human, walking vs. lying down. or is it laying. who knows.)
before i lay/lie/laid down earlier, i was literally nodding off at the store check out line. my eyes felt glazed. sleep now, i heard. ok let’s make it home first though.
well enough of that. that’s rather boring. here’s something interesting that transpired last night.
i was having a convo w/my buddy rick. he shared the following: “Tessaract. In geometry, the tesseract is the four-dimensional analogue of the cube; the tesseact is to the cube as the cube is to the square. So basically we were inside a double tesseract, meaning a square cube inside a square cube.”
not the first time we are hearing of the tesseract. steve olson (WSO youtube) has captured it on footage. lisa harrison spoke of it in may.
what is so fascinating about that is that at around age 5 i began drawing this 3d like square. like a square within a square in a way. i had no idea why. no one showed me. but i began to draw them – at times almost obsessively. give me a piece of paper and that is what i would draw. i have continued having this “obsession” to draw this object ever since. at times i would wonder “what does this mean?” kinda like richard dreyfuss and his obsession with the mountain image w/the flat top.
after speaking w/him yesterday, the image popped in my mind. i came here knowing what this simulation is. a realm inside of two cubes. here is the image i have been drawing since i was a wee one…
at some point during my childhood, someone told me to put a lid on it. i tried but it never felt right. so i would continue to keep it the way it was until again i was told to “put a lid on it”. eventually i asked “why?” and was told “because it’s a box that’s why.” nope. i wasn’t having it. i knew this wasn’t a box.
as rick said – we all come here knowing. so much. just as rick and my mate both were drawing spaceships as children, i was drawing these cubes and other things (triangles being a huge interest for me as well – which i would form – by connecting them – into what can only likely be known as craft of some sort).
may it all come back online for us. turn on those codes again within.
i have also been noticing when i react to something – especially when there is fear and/or tension in my body (which is usually a simultaneous experience). i go to that spot, say “it’s just a program” and with my focus unplug from it. remove it from my body. and surround the space with love.
transforming = awakening = remembering.
that is what we are doing.
love to you all~
victoria
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