i feel i have arrived at this cross roads – what do i do? i continue to be banned. most of my posts aren’t going out to my subscribers. post reads are way down. why am i doing this? what’s the point? i’m not getting any real monetary compensation for it. we’re just supposed to “trust” and “allow”. Q says to “trust the plan” – i think we need to be QUESTIONING the plan. whose movement is this? Team Q’s? I feel it’s OUR movement.
what exactly is happening to this realm? to our bodies? are awakening or dying? or a little of both?
i feel i am running out of things to say. posting the circus headlines feels i am not helping the process – this awakening. words words words. funny how i have long been a writer and yet right now, more than ever, words are almost meaningless to me. ACTION is what i need. i have been in this “be in the moment” for FAR too many moments. i have been in this state of allowance and letting go long enough. while i feel too damn tired to DO much – this stay put doesn’t sit with me anymore.
hey universe – that supportive space outside of this realm – can you hear me? girls needs to answers. guidance. a miracle or two. and while you’re at it, shower us ALL with the supportive energies that were once ours, naturally and inherently.
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victoria.
