Today’s words: flustered and agitated
WOW! I feel like I’m birthing a cow – inner energy experience….
Today was a day to just unplug from everything. No talking. Solitude.
I had neither. lol
The drama is off the charts now. I took one look at twitter and said “uh, no thank you” and exited. The attacks going on from both sides are at a zenith level now – neither “side” seeing the division they are creating. There is this external pressure to “pick a side” while the rest of us (myself included) say “i don’t align with picking any side”. Freedom and love. Quiet. Peace. And the inner exhausted voice says “and to be left the frigging he## alone!”
I have been doing a lot of “I Am Love” remembering – reminding myself of just that. A LOT. Quietly. Deep breaths going along w/the doing. And always and only coming from my Heart space.
One of our neighbors – who doesn’t look into the whole awakening/truther movement – commented that the insanity between the “two sides” is off the charts, most particularly today.
Where is this going?
Is this a giant whirly derby of energy that is going to continue to increase until the bubble bursts and suddenly we’re all just finally AWAKE? The energy increases until it hits TRUE Zero Point?
Where all just IS………….
And in that all just IS………..no one harms another.
Live and Let Live.
As I continue to say. (i have mastered persistence in sharing a message – i am a mother….sounds better than saying i am a master nagger)
This is more than just physical human being’s and their human parts. This is an Energy pushing through this entire realm exposing and purging and cleaning and sucking up and out anything that ain’t going forward. And this will continue until the end of this year, I feel. I keep feeling/getting that NOTHING of the “old” ways goes forward into next year. There is indeed a cut off point – a space and a place we can measure on our calendars – when all of this chaos ends.
And I feel we will have days that are energetically more in alignment with peace. Love. Freedom. Soft, gentle energies of Home/Original Source Experience. If this is what is happening as I have described, that would be the Loving way…..like cleaning a house that has become totally cluttered. You feel ick cleaning until you find a space of beautiful flooring again and feel that relief/calm energetically – until you work on the next spot.
Back and forth until the whole space is Clean.
Source providing the vacuum power – we guiding the machine.
Or something like that.
For now – as I said earlier today during a moment of intense drama inside the household: When you are getting lost in intense emotions that don’t feel so good you just suck it up and DO the best you can and BE the best you WANT to be in that moment.
Love,
Victoria
******
[wpedon id=”208″ align=”left”]
