Noticing a few things that are on the upswing with me.
- Could not be around cigarette smoke tonight at all. Not that I like cigarette smoke. Find it quite yuck. However, the experience today was one of absolute repulsion. Felt nauseous. Immediately began sneezing. Everything in me said “walk away” and I did.
- Any sort of mainstream television programming ~ having the same level of repulsion. Today I was turning the cartoon’s on pbs (I tolerate those for my child) to my usual meditative music channel only fingers did not cooperate and instead I put the tube onto one of those home shopping channels. ACK! It was like I turned on the channel of satan. Or CNN. Body immediately felt the same level of revulsion as I did with the cigarette smoke experience. The energies from this channel and my own didn’t jive at all. I actually said “la la la la la la” as I quickly found my channel. Body relaxed and I went on with it.
- Really strange spine and back issues. I feel a combination of being stretched as well as a lot of tightness. I am doing yoga daily and riding my bike. My little portable massager is about the only thing providing me any real relief.
- An unusual craving for sea salt ~ the pink himalayan kind (with all of the essential minerals still in tact). We use it daily but the craving for this stuff has been through the roof. My mate is noticing the same thing.
Much appreciation to Sandra Walter who speaks of vibing out of 3d being quite intense right now. I will link her piece next. Many of you will probably resonate with it as much as I am.
One last note: Halloween is more or less 2 months away. Every day this time we have already discussed what our girl is going to wear and do. In fact normally it is a topic of discussion throughout the year. Except this year. No talk of it – until tonight. I felt some weird timeline wonkiness come into play as my child spoke of it with a neighbor. I felt nothing but repulsion for that as well. Not in a judgmental way but in a way that felt “not gonna happen”. Not in my reality. A sense of “no need to focus on that”. I told my girl we can see about using one of her old costumes and changed the topic. At times when I read of people speak of the holidays or future events like classes or seminars or gatherings much past October, I keep feeling “not on this timeline ~ not gonna happen”.
“Time” will tell, won’t it?
