Today’s Energies ~ oh how they suck

 

The energies felt stale, blocked and “cold” today.  Just the way evil operates. I felt rather numb too and struggled to find my center – finally just let it go and let myself be.

The latest news on the “war” front is the GSA (general services admin) has granted JB $$ to aid in his transition.  This is not a concession and the legal teams for Trump are still fighting – but it doesn’t feel right to me – this move.  The general opinion was that this was done because the head of the GSA was receiving threats to herself and her family.  Not sure I believe that would be the reason.  How many of the general population has been threatened, assaulted and even killed when showing support for Trump.

Then there is the idea that this is just Trump setting up the experience for the West.  Those going West – what – do they get Biden?  I have thought of that – briefly.  IF this event is happening as Rose says it is (and that is a big ‘ole “IF”), that could make sense.  Well, for a couple of seconds that is for I know there is a big population of Trump Patriots who do not know of Rose’s intel and they would take it to the streets and fight to the death if Biden is sworn in.  So that theory doesn’t hold much truth, imo.

And there’s Sidney Powell and her “kraken” releases incoming….and Steve Bannon insisting Trump will be sworn in again.  Juan O’Savin saying lights on after 12/21.

I feel like Charlie Brown wanting the TRUTH on Christmas in that holiday special – yelling on stage does ANYONE know the Truth of that day?

I WANT THE TRUTH OF WHAT IS COMING because it cannot ALL manifest.  Biden wins.  He loses.  Trump wins.  He loses.  We stay here.  We go Home.  The swamp is drained.

Ugh.  West.  East.

Maybe it all will manifest.  ?

What if we are all being royally played and manipulated with all of their tools and technologies that can essentially make us think and even feeeeeel whatever they want us to.

Or can they really fully manipulate our Inner Truth?

I don’t know.

What I DO know is today feels horrid to me.  And that coldness I have felt for much of today feels off.  I am feeling disconnected from everything and everyone and it is a cold, lonely experience and I ain’t liking it…

….and seem to have little control over it.

Pretty much like the reality playing “out there”.  So I am withdrawing tonight until I can find and feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel ME again.

Love,

Victoria

Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.

3 thoughts on “Today’s Energies ~ oh how they suck”

  1. **IF this event is happening as Rose says it is (and that is a big ‘ole “IF”)**

    Feels. I totally get where you’re coming from. 😩 I was super frustrated when we were still here after the election, since I felt sure we’d be out before that. Luckily, I’ve had recent flashes of “out there” accompanied by full body chills that let me know, what Rose says is coming IS in the works, so I trust that. And I do trust her. That said, the energies do suck, and are suck-ING the hope right out of us (or attempting to). And the waiting sucks because of it. A lot of us feel like absolute crap and have for days (or longer). I have personally had to keep fighting off depression and voices in my head that try to make me doubt. Voices I know 100% are NOT me. Like I’ll be reassuring myself, “I’m going East” and at the *same time* a voice will overlap in my head and say “I’m going West,” a voice that is muffled and most certainly NOT mine, but it’s trying to trip me up. I also get random hits of scary “left behind” scenarios playing out in my head, when my mind was elsewhere. No way are these dark moods and vibes and thoughts random. This is a coordinated attack. Even empathic runoff from the collective angst and fear from all the Rona/lockdown/election mess doesn’t account for what we’re experiencing. Ugh. Stupid, rassafrassin’ dirty rotten AI. 😤🤬

    To answer your question about the TRUTH (which is it?!), I’ll tell you what I personally think is going on, for what it’s worth. I saw someone (on Twitter, I think?) say our East timeline was merged with the West one for the Exit, so we’re seeing and feeling all of it, our path and theirs, playing out at the same time. Both. Simultaneously. Like, two songs playing over top of each other that are super discordant (like, we’re playing classical piano and they’ve got Nine Inch Nails going), both on full volume, on repeat. With all of us getting jarred from the clashing noise. So, is it this way? Or is it that way? YES. 😅 That’s what resonates with me, anyway. 🤷 Oh gosh. Hang in there! I’m trying to do the same.

    1. Your answer about the TRUTH was so real to me, I could hear the nails scratching! Sent cold shivers down my spine… I guess, you got that right!

    2. i think you are spot on with your feel on what’s truth – because that is was it REALLY feels like – we are buzzing along w/them and the “noise” of that feels just horrid some days. this cannot continue for the long term – at all. the physicist in me says there must be a split.

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