even got the little play toy/treat nearby – and that isn’t bringing me out of the need-to-not-move experience. earlier at the store my heart suddenly did a weird flip – i then felt dizzy/disoriented. i couldn’t take in all of the people around me. seriously sensitive to any type of crowd situation today – an ongoing experience – today was intense. (i seek guidance/assistance to rectify that situation – if nothing’s shifting in the upcoming near future then i need to get outta dodge and plant myself in a quiet/rural/sleepy town – 100 plus miles away from big city influence. been focused w/that intention for awhile now – and nothing’s coming to me. i look around and finding the right situation – size/location/affordability has not yet presented itself to me/us either.)
i’m looking around for some energy reads – the solar wind stuff hasn’t updated. schumann isn’t showing a thing. allegedly nothing “solar’ish” going on. i decided to check in on the cats as they are quite good at reading the myriad of energy graphs – but i kept getting the “internal error” server message. so i am on my own with figuring out what’s going on. if i would have to guess i would say collective drama – as well as this i experienced earlier today while sitting outside in the sun (YES SUN AND WARMTH!!): the clouds looked/felt closer as did the sun. i had a feeling we have gotten more “compressed” here. i still wonder if that’s even a “real thing” – but others have claimed it and until i SEE i only have my inner feeeeeeeeels to go by.
for now i am relishing in the silence in my household at the current moment…contemplating whether to nap first then bike ride or bike ride first. far too much excitement for one day. ha
love,
victoria
Matrix hic-up? I’ve had experiences in stores, where my heart started racing, for no apparent reason. Had to just tell myself to stay completely calm, and breathe. It went away as if nothing had happened.
Lots of cloud ships in our sky, today! Hurray!