wowser!
the purging is begun again. today i began feeling the longing for home and what i know has once been REAL. full return of Who I Am. merging of all of my scattered pieces. Bliss. Love.
i am also purging some stuff related to my pregnancy. the pregnancy was amazing ~ easy ~ beautiful (of course some issues of heartburn and leg cramps that would send me flying out of bed at 5am – but those issues are just part of the experience) ~ it was life at the time. surgeries for my mate. an eviction threat. i looked back on that today in amazement at how well both of us handled it all. i know too there was a lot of stress and i know babies pick up on that. i know i did all i could to keep that to a minimal but i know somewhere she remembers. and wow, you know? the last thing any parent wants to do is pass along stress or harm to their child in any way.
and yet again…………this realm does just that. gets ya from the get go. no more. love freedom now. some are feeling this excitement ~ bliss. i have had a few moments like that recently. today? no. today it is the purging.
purging as well as going through old stuff. i know of some who are moving or packing up or ridding themselves of old stuff. i feel, for me, that i am cleaning up this space to leave it beautiful as a way of honoring this space in which i have resided. we got rid of some old junk because new, beautiful replacements came along. at first i was like NO NOT MORE STUFF but then i tuned within and heard “enjoy this while you are still in this realm”. it felt like a gift of beauty ~ and i decided to take it. so much of our stuff is old or used. there IS a pure energy in something that is new, unused. you can put your own energy into it. and there IS a pureness to something that is clean.
it’s all energy!
i just finished up going through our girl’s clothes ~ taking out a lot of items she either doesn’t wear or no longer fit. i have some messages out for mama’s of younger girl’s who may wish to have them. i also went through some of my own clothing last night (and i am not yet done) ~ i actually threw some of it away.
purging. emotionally.
physically.
ah and i see KP is having the same/similar experience. i will share that one next.
how are all of you doing?
love,
victoria
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