right now – i don’t know anything. i am tired of deception. i am done with it. i am tired of trying to figure things out in a murky sea of lies and a million different perceptions. i am done with the drama. done with ANY THING that is fake. fake. fake. done with making attempt after attempt at clearing out my own stuff. done with ANY feeling of disconnect or loneliness. done with waiting. done with having to “allow” for others in more positions of apparent power to finish up their agenda’s. LOVE DOES NOW. when is it OUR time to create our own experience on our OWN “time” line? when?!
i am just simply tired.
the myriad of incarnation cycles – each one based on a lie – has just plum worn me O U T. and i swear to all that is True – if i read or have to listen to one more being tell me/us “you chose this experience” i am going to puke out my angst in their space. if we choose our experiences – really choose them – then we would be all having a different – a new experience by now, right?
yeah…………grrrrrrrrrrrrr………….
