If this movie is ending, then my character is leaving the set absolutely exhausted. This system keeps throwing responsibilities and crap my way that I can no longer process or handle. Exhaustion has taken on a new level. I have a rash in various spots of my body – stress related most likely. That and really lousy air quality. Skies clearer and cleaner than ever? Not here. And not in other places throughout the country/realm from what others are showing/sharing.
Yesterday I took my girl to a girls roller derby club. I thought she had adequate supplies. I was told she needs more safety equipment. Not in the budget. I’m struggling to pay the bills now – the very basics are a challenge. Financial hit after hit has done me in. With the recent heartbreak/stress of our adopted grandpa, my already challenged focus ability took on real comical measures yesterday. I tried 3x to make homemade jam – cheaper than buying it. At least it normally is. Me? Three damn different times I forgot I had it on the stove – water boiled away each time. I was able to capture/save it the first 2 times but the 2nd time around, the berries scorched. Did the same thing with ginger tea – although no burning – just a “woops forgot that was on the stove”.
This may sound selfish but I desperately need my life to be just about me for awhile. I can’t carry this load any longer the way I have. My body is clearly telling me this.
I need a miracle. Period.
Love,
Victoria
Hire the Heavens! The angels are waiting for you to ask them, in no uncertain terms, what you need help with. There is an angel for every conceivable need. Cooking for example. Finances, time management, fulfillment, anything you can think of, there is divine assistance available for.
Here’s what you do: Visualize a boardroom, with a big table. Know exactly what you need help with. For example: Making jam. Call on the culinary angels. See them entering the room and sitting down, at the table. Delegate responsibility. There’s an angel responsible for timing the food. There’s one on how to put together the ingredients, there’s one for shopping for the best ingredients, at the lowest price. Tell them what you want the end result to be. Then dismiss them. Watch the miracle occur, as you listen to the promptings you get. Same with the equipment for your child. Ask the angels to fetch you exactly what your daughter needs, and also to keep her safe, as she trondles around the ring, with the other kids. Then forget about it, and know that all is being arranged for you guys. You will get promptings to tell people about your need, watch for synchronicities, all the while knowing, that it will happen in due time; that you will get what you need. Believe me it works! Also, ask the angels to take away your stress. Take some Ashwaghanda, as well. It will help! Much love and let me know how it goes.
i am quite competent in requesting exactly what i need – from others and from the Universe. this year has been much different in my ability to do this. something has changed – a disconnect. the old ways don’t work as they once did. as i have said numerous times here – my family has been hit very hard this year $$ – on an ongoing basis. i am at an absolute loss as to what to do from here on out.