Today was hard. Really hard. I lost it to the point where I felt my mind was splitting apart. I couldn’t contain myself. I had to release.
The usual deep breathing and other techniques continue to not work as they once did. The ability to deal with any situation that wishes to control me is impossible. I won’t contain myself. I won’t be bullied or pushed around.
Why this is all being allowed to “play out” continues to be disturbing to me. What is this? Version number 2 of hell? Have we been set up for yet another trap? Why aren’t we seeing mass lawsuits against these nazi politicians and governors w/their mask mandates? And where is President Trump with all of this? I tag him daily calling on an E/O. Tens of thousands of us signed a petition commanding one. I see more people than ever in my area masking up – including outside. Kids too.
What is really going on with all of this on-going programming? I thought we were supposed to be getting DE-programmed.
I honestly don’t know. I don’t feel “right” about what I see. I have been trying to tune in and I am finding that sense of inner peace and truth right now just ain’t happening. Last night I put out – yet again – the strong desire to get some Truth as to what’s going on. I don’t need updates of pacification. I don’t need to hear another stinking word about “the energies”. I need cold hard truth and facts that I can see, read, hear and verify.
I ditched social media for the most part today. Too many people speaking a language I can’t relate to. There is the republican convention that began today. And you know what? In all honesty, I don’t give a flying freak about it. I keep feeling this pushing away and out of that world while I wait….for what? The doors I continue to visualize smashing open to actually open…?
I began a mental dialogue with myself earlier today while at the park about the energies and what they are doing and stopped myself. The feeling within – I don’t give a flying freak about that either.
I did manage to glean some free wood while out and about. So that was something answered to an intent I put out. I am expecting the same results for the desire to know for certain exactly what is going on on all fronts.
Certainty. That is what I continue to command for myself.
For now, I am off to take a long hot shower (well meaning people tell me to take a bath – I would if we had a bath tub)…..and watch a movie. Again. Alone.
Love,
Victoria
hmmm….we have been told by
@YellowRoseTx51
that Nibiru will be visible in the skies in September….2 “suns”…
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Vincent Kennedy
@VincentCrypt46
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Up early enough to see the new sun rise.
Hi V– What do you think Nibiru is? I think I know what it is, but not sure. With 2 suns visible in Sept, I hope that means we’ll be out of here finally.
i don’t recall what Rose has said – my feel is it’s a hollowed out former planetary object that is actually a craft. perhaps it was once used by the enemy – but i feel it is either neutral or helping/assisting w/the transition.