last night was rough for many. i had intense fear – almost paralyzing – and it took great concentration and time to soothe myself. i knew – this isn’t mine – at least not all of it – then thought oh it’s going into the 13th – one of their days . wait – let me rephrase that in truth. the 13th is one of OUR days they decided to use for their own stupid sickness.
with the horrid weather in the southern and eastern seaboard states (tornado’s) and some astral intrusions, they were at it. that is what bullies do. parasitic bullies. and i am not f’ing around when i state i DO NOT CONSENT to allowing them free will here to the end as i have felt and others have said. i have had a change of mind and heart and intention. let’s focus now on changing the frequency and creation to FREEDOM. even free will is a misnomer – it’s really a free-for-all here – where ANYTHING goes and ALL is allowed.
NO. MORE. i want this movie and my experience in it to have a good ending beginning NOW.
moving on….
we have been having some interesting and beautiful/poignant experiences involving our grandpa don who passed on last december 12th. we are feeling him – and our daughter is seeing him. his house is being worked on – a general contractor has been there for a couple of weeks making improvements and upgrades. last night i finally walked over and introduced myself. halfway through the conversation i noticed i was trembling all over. not only was i having this huge desire to talk about my deeply missed grandpa don but talking with this hired contractor felt a lot like talking with our grandpa. great conversationalist – good listener, very chatty and very open. a real heart-centered person. i cannot express how healing and needed that was for me. he listened as i shared stories about grandpa d. when i walked away he said it was lovely talking with me.
when he said that – my heart went “blip blip” and i got tears in my eyes. that is what grandpa don said to me the first time i had a conversation with him – when we first met (i was the first to meet him after we moved in).
wow. i felt as if i had been given a huge divine cosmic hug. i wanted more of that experience! in recent days i had actually sent a message to grandpa telling him i really needed someone kind – like him – to talk to. a lot of tears went with that message.
the miracles weren’t finished.
earlier this evening my girl and i were out on a walk. we decided to walk past grandpa d’s house and check in to see if we could see the results of the work being done. walking up the driveway i noticed a picture in one of the windows. it had not been there before. as i got closer, i stopped in my tracks and gasped. there sat, propped up against the window, a picture of a valley, rolling hills and on top of the scene a full rainbow.
when grandpa don passed, earlier that day the sun was out and there was the most brilliant full rainbow that began in our neighborhood (general area) and ended at the nursing home where he had been staying. his daughter’s noticed it as did we. we also all noticed it stayed around for well over an hour – highly unusual. we all concluded – grandpa d did this.
he went out on a rainbow.
we took pictures of the rainbow at the time and made copies (i posted them here as well).
the contractor was not there for me to ask – but he was there earlier today and the only thing i can think of is he found it inside the house and placed it in the window of the room in which he was working. what makes this all the more special is i did not tell him about the rainbow during our conversation last night– but somehow he knew.
tomorrow i am going to speak with him about this and of course ask if i can have it.
he’s still with us – listening and helping – as he always did.
true family. forever family.
love,
victoria
Lovely as usual
Beautiful! Total confirmation!