my daughter is watching toy story – the first one – on this cool rainy breezy sunday afternoon.
it’s a huge challenge to watch any hollywood produced movie now isn’t it? the purity i once felt, for this particular movie especially, is gone. there is an excellent scene in the movie where Buzz finds out for the first time he isn’t a real space commander but a child’s toy. the look on his face – the inner piece of him radiating shock, devastation.
betrayal.
such an energy is very much how every one of us have felt upon awakening to the real “show” we have been a part of. it varies for us all – for me – it’s been an experience that i have had to take in small pieces. today i felt another round of that heaviness. such a sweet story told by some of the most horrible creatures exhibiting the most vile of all behaviors. (for those not know what/whom i speak of – i am referring to hollywood actors – this time one w/the last name “hanks”)
none of us consented to this. no one in their right state of being would ever fully consent to participating in such an experience – even if it IS a type of movie.
i am called to recall a question i was asked to answer on some paperwork recently – how do i “do” with authority figures?
lol
and lol some more.
i wanted to respond with my Truth – NO ONE is an authority in my life. I am the authority in my experience – even though others HAVE powered over/controlled by creating and supporting the various systems of power-over/enslavement.
and yet even at that – i consider NONE of them authority figures. they’re just beings and entities who slumber along unable or unwilling to see their role.
and at this point if they ain’t willing to step aside and embrace Freedom – that new AND original experience – they can be removed and terminated.
returning to buzz – he is a good example of awakening to the program. he woke up – then got clear on who he really is – as he says – for the first time in his experience he thinks clearer than ever. why? another was not in control over his thoughts.
like buzz – while he awakened to the reality of himself and his experience – he rose up again and exposed injustice – fought for freedom, friends and family.
love,
victoria
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