This one may be rather rambling. I was clear 8 hours ago – but didn’t have the chance to sit down and write it all up until now – and now, well, it doesn’t feel as clear to me. A day with a child will do that to the mind. lol
I was reflecting on something I had seen take place in a twitter conversation – someone quite focused on making sure others had their “facts straight” according to this persons own perception. I thought on this concept – how we each have our own reflection – our own perception of this reality and our experience in it.
Each of our perceptions contains truth – and falsehoods – falsehoods as we have had pretty much everything taken and hidden from us. While the truth is there to be found – as we know it takes a lot of dedication and time to explore the truth and feeeel into it. And even at that – it won’t be until the programs of control end will we see.
So I wondered today: how can we have moments where our perceptions are so vastly different?
I have one theory.
There are a lot of us inside this realm. It is my feel none of us are from here. As I share here at this site, I align with the theory that this is a simulation of original experiences. And as such, we don’t all come from the same place – but we’re still all “trapped” in here together.
So – I feel a large part of the problem I was seeing playing out on twitter is that given we’re not all from here – we each have our own “memory” (sense) of our Original Homes and therefore, what happens after the experience here ends, we will each be going to our own experience – and that experience will look different.
I was thinking of Rose’s latest. I haven’t commented about that yet but I have taken some time to tune in and go with how I felt. Overall I aligned but there was one part in particular that simply did not and does not resonate with me: this idea of an after-life judgment.
Who is doing the judging?
Judging is a power over move. It is someone telling you what is right and what is not about you and your choices. And why would we even have such an experience after living here in this prison where we are limited due to the controls placed into and upon us?
Perhaps it is the word that triggers me – perhaps what is referred to is a post-life reflection. That – I can see/feel into.
But if it is the “religious” form of judging – that could be an experience some have chosen to have prior to the hijack. Simply because it doesn’t align with me doesn’t indicate others would feel the same or want the same. Perhaps some feel they need the experience.
I also don’t align with the sense of division in the sense that some of that feels punitive to me. Again, it could be my own triggers. All I have to go by is how I feel for now. I look at this “ending” pretty simply: I want the consciousness/creation of evil removed from ALL of creation. I want to see every one of us purely Free to Choose our own experience without impingement. There are many who are still more or less fully plugged in and simply because they have chosen not to (or not been able) to “wake up” – they still deserve that chance. I don’t align with this feeling of “you must choose and you must choose NOW or else you will go west and stay put for the rest of your experience”. I align with the idea that even if they go to this space some call “west” – they still get the chance to SEE everything – at their own pace – and then when ready, they can choose to stay in that experience or “go Home” to whatever original experience they had prior to the hijack.
That is what Love does. Source.
And hey – isn’t it possible each of us will need a little reprieve/rest after what we have been through here – no matter where we are in the awakening?
So I do as I always do – take what feeeeels like a connection and toss what doesn’t – while at the same time realizing it is also possible what I have “tossed” may one day become a Truth for me.
So……I also wanted to share current physical experiences: I have had recent days of being absolutely full on ravenously hungry. And I have had moments where I go sit down to eat when I am not feeling particular hungry but discover I can eat – and eat – and eat without getting “full”. Am I feeling more and more the idea that this body is just a biological projection of my REAL body – and as such – I can have such experiences. I also felt light/dreamy/rather blissful today. I spent yesterday and last night dancing too. I felt young – someplace within I felt that vitality of when I was 20 something. Ok – 22. lol
So I feel this shifting back and forth going on – merging back and forth – one day feels new and then the next more “normal” – even though NOTHING is normal now.
And that is fine with me as I never did normal.
I wanted to share one last little tidbit that clicked with me after having a conversation with Sister D. We were talking about trauma and the reptilian brain. She mentioned the scene from the (first) Matrix when Neo pulls out that plug in the back of his neck – right where that reptilian brain stem is. One that thing is removed, all other connections are released and he is freed from the matrix.
Powerful.
Love,
Victoria
