It is 4:44pm. Moments ago I saw the below message on Twitter.
20 minutes prior to seeing this, I awoke from a nap. First thought? “Ugh – still here.” In just recent days, I have arrived at what feels like a finality for me. In recent days, trying to share this with others hasn’t gone well. lol I’ve been told to “think outside of the box” (which brings up the immediate instinct to punch someone given that is exactly what I have been doing since 2002). I’ve been told “keep going you’re awesome you’re amazing you will pull through” and other otherwise beautiful but for me now – absolutely meaningless phrases. I am in need of people to simply hold space for me (also including below a beautiful sentiment on that). That’s it. Not “fix” and indeed no attempts at forcing me into a space that they are more comfortable in.
I am quite in Knowledge of how Amazing I Am. I know my Worth. I know my Value. I know my gifts. THIS IS WHY I HAVE ARRIVED AT THE SPACE WHERE I AM. I KNOW being ME HERE in this realm – in this place we call earth in this pay to live system and all of the blah – ME doesn’t FIT here.
P E R I O D.
So prior to seeing this message from Adam, I had been looking out the kitchen window, having pulled myself up and out of bed to get dinner in the oven. The sun was setting, creating a golden glow in the SW. I watched quietly. My mate walks over. I nod in the direction of the setting sun and said quietly “that’s our way out. Beyond that is Home.” I felt the emotion of longing – sadness – come through me, entering my face and coming out my eyes in the proverbial tears. I asked for a message – I needed some form of Hope from Home (only this time I said I don’t want no damn fly over w/the “see you soon” then 10 years later here we are). I walked away with zero expectations. None. I linked the piece on the visualization for education – and was going to do something else when I was nudged to go to twitter.
And here is what I see:
We are going fairly soon. ED's capacitor is blowing hard with electrical discharges as the EL try & restart it. It's time to leave. True EDEN awaits. pic.twitter.com/WLvfqGfOlA
— Adam Foreman (@adamlforeman) November 28, 2019
And when all else feels lost, I always have my child-like humor. Thanks goes out to our POTUS for this much needed laugh. He’s such a troll artists – not everyone’s cup of tea of course – but as I say when people freak and say “OMG HE ISN’T PRESIDENTIAL!” And I say – I know – isn’t it refreshing? I just remembered in his rally speech last night in Florida, he remarked about his amazing chest (referring to his physical). Makes this all the more hysterical – to me that is.
— Donald J. Trump (@realDonaldTrump) November 27, 2019
Love,
Victoria
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I don’t get this “restarting ” the sun bit. The sun in our neck of the woods has never been brighter.
The sun hasn’t been dimming over here. Can someone please explain this?
yellow rose youtube channel – there is one video called “the gist of it” (put out in either 2016 or 2017 – march i think) – she explains what’s essentially going to be happening. you can also contact her on her channel in the comment section – ask her to clarify what she means – or on her twitter account. she is really good at answering questions. from what i understand – the sun is being turned off. it’s definitely different now than it was years ago. it’s white – not yellow. sometimes it feels very cold/cool – other times hot. it is my perception though – my experience here – that it isn’t putting off the same amount of heat as it did in years past. even our plants are telling us this – things do not grow nearly as robust as they once did and we garden every year.