nothing grounds you into 3D more than waking up at 5:30am to the sounds of your child getting sick in the other room. today was then full of tending to her needs while also making some new warming buddies and homemade chicken soup. i had intended on spending the afternoon doing some gardening out front and sitting alone, quietly, in the sunshine (my girl had playtime scheduled with a friend). the new age chant “you aren’t going to be able to raise your vibrations and just beeeee” went through my mind to which i told it to “stfu”. there is little that is more loving than a mother tending to the needs of her children. period.
and oh golly lordy me in the “news of the HUH???” box: we have a candidate here in town running for the school board. they consider themselves non-binary. their name is brandy. female name so i am saying female. this feels deceptive to me. when i am engaging with another human i want to know if they are female or male. we are all one but damn we are NOT THE SAME. GENDER is part of our creation. this just feels wrong to me. i support people’s right to BE whoever they wish to BE – but this goes too far and feels like another part of the agenda of transhumanism. make ’em all the same. look the same. are they female or male? neither. they’re just all the same looking beings – and that is what they present themselves as. without a gender. no variety.
i also read where the LBGTQ has added a plus…. Remember when it was LBG? Then LBGT? Then LBGTQ? Now it is LBGTQ+. Anything goes then? (you know where i am going with this one….normalizing pedophilia)
ugh. ENOUGH! get me outta this creation. i loooong for what is PURE and that is hard to find here – out there that is. plenty of it within this heart of mine.
HOME NOW! we’ve given the rest of the Universe enough of this dang show.
speaking of…..
i have had this growing feeling and this morning it was quite strong: the time has come for us to stop engaging with any being’s unless they are willing to show themselves. if they are all here, they can engage in meet and greet. if they are not willing to do this, i question who they work for. this experience has gone on long enough. we’ve seen their craft long enough. the metaphor that comes to mind for me today is a bus full of children, women, men that is hijacked then thrown into a well. family and friends on the outside are willing to do whatever it takes to rescue their families and friends. now on the off chance we agreed to join in the bus and get taken over and moved down into this well, i think it’s safe to say most of us are saying “we change our mind. we are wanting a different experience.” those families/friends on the outside would still be willing to do whatever they could to assist in them doing just that.
that’s what love does. love says – you’re ready? you want out? we’re coming to help you.
and now with these 3/4 of a million craft that are allegedly here from home, some of them can engage in a meet and greet. i say this as i am called to remember the experience i had 10 years ago (as of this july) where i saw that craft outside that “spoke” to me – giving me the knowing and feeling of Home. i had never had that heart-feeling before of “home” – not in this life experience. if they can show up in the sky like that 10 years ago earth time, they can certainly find a way to show themselves – face to face – in a mutually respectable manner.
i continue to say love does – love just doesn’t speak words. it acts. it is an action word. speaking mere words to people in a prison environment is as useful as seeing someone in a car accident and saying “i’ll pray for you”.
perhaps my patience program has run its course. maybe. maybe not. i am as i am and this is who I BE now…
i feel giving our attention (energy) to beings who are telling us a list of things we need to do/have to do while we wait and/or in order TO be liberated is not helping us. it feels to me like another form of worship. “we have to do what they say. they know better. they know the truth.”
well excuse me but don’t you and i also have the same spark of Divine within us? that same knowledge? i gotta say, more and more i feel like, even though we don’t have our “super powers” yet remembered/online, humanity as a whole is more Divine than some of these channeled beings. these elusive la la land allow for all types. oh sorry we follow the non-interference policy. well who had the idea for that one? while i completely align w/the idea that we mind our own business, when i see suffering or harm being perpetuated, i’m going to step up and speak up and offer my help. NO ONE has the right to power over another. this is the behavior that is being called to end – in every single one of us for we have all played it to varying degrees.
if it doesn’t feel like Love….if it doesn’t feel like Freedom it is not truth.
later on i received a message on this lull we are feeling. the idea was this lull is due to our collective need for justice. i have let this one marinate and have a few perspectives on it. one perhaps that lull is just part of the process when we are seeing those who perpetuated the human enslavement in this realm be seen for their doing’s – and held accountable. that is my feel – the strongest one. the energy of the message however felt like one of judgment – felt like in order for us to transition we must forgive those who “done us wrong”. forgiveness of course is helpful – necessary even for healing. but – the feeling of the message left me to think all was going along just great until we human’s decided, upon our awakening of seeing, to hold those who deceived us accountable.
forgiveness is a process. it isn’t forced. and if this is the idea behind the message – that we have to forgive before we move forward again – what if i am able to do that easier than you are. does that means i must wait for you to play catch up? (and vice versa of course)
just doesn’t feel right. and hey what about this alleged event wave – that frequency blast of Divine energy – that was to enable us to return to that state – and remain (for it erases all of the old codes and programs that kept us in fear and judgment).
this was said to be a done deal. now suddenly we’ve hit roadblock. who put it there? divine doings or just another setback to increase the frustration in the awakened Home beings by those who want to keep the experience here playing out – who won’t see their behaviors and be accountable for them – the very controller’s themselves.
well that’s enough reflecting for one day. for now i am going to see what’s going on with the sun stuff and the energies. sounds like more is being revealed there – which says to me the lull is possibly just our collective “pause before” experience and as i continue to say, nothing we “have to” or “need to” do other than the usual insight i try and follow each day: be kind. take no shit.
love,
victoria
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