that’s about how many days i have been in this vessel in this experience. and let me tell ya – in some ways – it is not getting easier.
my vision is getting wonky (again – seems to come and go). my energy to make it through the day – strained. my ability to type is a challenge in recent days. and my ability to balance my bank statement is a struggle. it’s either in my favor or in the banks favor – today’s mistake was in the bank’s favor. not a pleasant moment when i’m already counting pennies and dollars.
so how much longer is this going to continue while these promises of freedom continue to get shared?
most days i can deal (more or less) with this ongoing ongoing’s. but days like today – the challenge to do just that is very real.
energy graphs (solar winds) have not updated – again. they have been updating 12-24 hours after-the-fact – likely and obviously due to “they no want us to see what’s really going on so they have to manipulate the date and present it back to us as something that won’t cause speculation”…..so i will have to guess – which is to say something wonkified and weird is going on. again.
leading to….
something….
wonderful….
liberating….
at some point….
the song “saved by zero” has been going through my mind….just that line: saved by zero. (zero point i am feeling)
that and “i’m not afraid anymore” and “heaven a place on earth”….an 80’s song by belinda carlisle that i was really never into.
in the ongoing NOW moment – i could use that $$ liberation/abundance rose and lisa have spoken of that we will experience prior to transition….i was looking once again at other areas to live that are less costly. great lakes region. i love the ocean but would be quite content living next to a vast lake with a shoreline. the idea of moving given current challenges is quite overwhelming – but we are open to the possibility – search – and “put it out there”.
for now i leave you with my creations:
1.Triskelion Necklaces ~ $20/each. Here is a sampling:
3.VICTORIA’S HOMEMADE FANTABULOUS TOOTH POWDER
4.My inter-active Journal, “Live To Impress Yourself” on sale at LULU.COM.
Thank you to All who support my work! It is so very appreciated.
Love,
Victoria
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