Today’s Reflection ~ Longing for purity

 

our girl had a dream last night where she said she was outside of what looked like a snow globe.  it was our earth, she said.  and she saw it become whole and pure again.  cleaned up.

i found it beautiful and called the experience forth now.

no more suffering.  no more deception.

our local homeless situation is quickly becoming a nightmare.  a very different situation today than it was just last year at this time.  drug camps are throughout the city.  fires are being set – accidentally and intentionally.

i know we have been told all year the chaos will continue to increase.  and i have to ask – i do ask – what is the purpose of such an experience?  if the event is a legitimate, valid, real happening – if a frequency is going to enter to fully awaken us – allowing us to remember – unhooking us from the virus programs here – why the wait?  why allow it to reach such a state of chaos?

people’s emotional responses to local issues are at an all time high.  perhaps that’s a good thing.  perhaps repression has been the norm for so long – for all of us in varying ways – some authenticity is needed to get to the purity.

hmmm…..yes, perhaps there is some truth in that.

i recently looked through the books our girl brought home from the library (we were not with her – another parent took her so i was not there to supervise her choices).  books on young girls participating in roller derby – encouraging one another to “go get her!” and engage in other self-described empowering behaviors that are, in truth, violent and power-over. books on girls being bullied.  books with one or both parents dying.  graphic novels with pictures of demons and retilian looking creatures because, after all, what good is any story without some entity attempting to disrupt your creative process?

I AM DONE WITH IT ALL.

D O N E.  (and yes we took those library books back and have decided, for now, we are not supporting that system until it is cleaned up)

I used to let myself believe it was counter-productive and downright nonsense to be naive and wanting Purity as the norm rather than the rare exception.  Now I see – this is how one is as a heart-based Being.

Purity is the absence of abuse, harm, power-over and deception.

I am done with the “that’s just how it is here” dismissal nonsense.

And I am fatigued from experiencing the chaos.  Empaths are to observe – not absorb – i hear that lately.  I am wondering if that too is just another program here to keep us passive and thus, detached.

Any one know how to do that?  (i know i have asked that one before)

I don’t know how to witness suffering and not experience an emotional response within.  

And I am not sure now if I want to “learn” that.

I can remain in control of my response – but to just remain in observer mode feels, well, “off”.

So for now I am feeling into the purity experience – and pondering what I can do to create more of that here.  Be the change you want to be in the world, right?

Still a program – but some modicum of truth in terms of keeping us focused on who we want to be instead of who we became.

That is all for now – about that.  Energetically I am depleted.  After a very exhausting day earlier in the day yesterday, this entire family could not fall asleep before midnight.  We were highly energized so all went to bed very late and while the child is buzzing away with good energy, the two adults are dragging.  Other than our girls insightful dream, I had a myriad of fleeting dreams.  I have been seeing the same person for awhile now.  No idea who he is.  Seems to be working on something in the new.

Speaking of chaos – two cars just sped up the street at very fast speed – one chasing the other.  Residential street.

PURITY NOW.

Love,

Victoria

p.s. ~ just received a message from brother rick who says clair told him Heather is still in jail (while the others were released) because she is needed in there to move things forward – which we will see very shortly.  so let us all remember that one and if see this manifest – AWESOME.  if not – hold these messages and the one(s) sending them accountable.  i don’t take ANY of these messages lightly – which is why you don’t see me posting channeled messages much – and those include the hypnosis sessions.  i began to feel those were compromised months ago as well so you don’t see them here.  if it isn’t a message of love and truth and freedom – it is compromised.  no lessons.  no power-over.  we are Free Being’s who were created to experience FREELY.

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Author: Victoria1111

Truthseeker. Philosopher. Commander of Freedom. Writer. Musician. Composer. Above all I Am A Creator.