I went into my water portal (the shower) feeling subdued. I was not interested in nor even open to having some sort of inspiration. Source Me had a different idea. I suddenly see the ocean and thought of Source – and then I felt a longing which was a bit like sadness. Source being the ocean of course, each of us the waves. One needs the other. Then I suddenly knew the nefarious being’s use of pay to live, religion and the like were just after-affects of the original game they played to enslave us. That original, ultimate game was to wipe our minds so that we entered this realm without a strong knowing of who we really are and with that feeling of isolation, abandonment, feeling alone. Then I could see these sparkles within a whole and knew that not only did the employ the mind wipe, they separated us into fractals. Indeed that aligns with my ongoing feeling that a piece of our Source Selves is here in this realm, within our vessel and the “rest” of us is outside. The connection is still there BUT there’s a lot of static, so to speak, making the ability to be totally connected, totally online with ALL of WHO WE ARE to be a huge challenge – indeed as an ongoing experience.
The mind wipe….such a sick, nefarious experience. And yet – guess what? They need our cooperation to continue the experience. They need US.
We don’t need them. THEY need US for their survival and that’s why they’re so pissed off right now. We FEEL it.
They think they’re living an experience of freedom but they aren’t. They are living in fear. Any time you are controlling another individual, any time you are engaged in power over of another being, you are living and doing in fear. They live to keep us under control. Imagine the fear in having to live with that kind of pressure – always knowing within that your slaves may wake up.
And that isn’t freedom.
WE KNOW freedom for we have LIVED it and that’s why we LONG FOR it.
That’s why churches keep telling us “you are a part of God…..well only if WE say you are and in what way so not really, no, you’re not really part of God but you need to become like Him….” Keeps their audience and the money flowing in.
Pay to live. The biggest, most controlling tool they have used. Keeps us in fear of survival. Will I have enough? Certainly keeps us preoccupied with paying the bills and going by the rules to ensure we do this living stuff right and well enough to keep ourselves fed and clothed. Ugh. I’m certainly ready to give THAT all up. I talk about that often here and goddess knows I have a natural discomfort in asking for money for even the work I provide here. It just does not align with Who I Am. But I do it nonetheless.
What can I do in all of this? Remember Who I Am. In all of this outside distraction, with that challenge, we are doing it. I am PROOF that is possible for I do have those moments where I rise up again from the abyss of fatigue and weariness and Remember Who I Am. It never ever leaves. It can’t. That is the ONE THING that CANNOT be destroyed. Source Perfection rolls like that.
Remember who we are. That is to be my main focus. My purpose. Share that with others we interact with. Encourage THEM to remember who they really are. What motivates them. Inspires them. What touches them in their heart space. Who were they before they entered this vessel? What does Home mean?
As I reflected on this, I feel into how long I’ve played this game. I feel my part in it. I won’t play anymore. I see. And I know. And I quit. I just want it over.
I just want it over.
Love,
Victoria
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