it has to be the protons. the pressure on my chest is intense today. also having right ear pressure as is my mate. so with the chest issues….deep breathing is keeping me grounded. although i do feel part of this is stress and some needs and self care and love being too neglected. last night’s dream experience i was having a conversation with an unknown (to me now) male. he wasn’t understanding nor pleasant as he told me he could and would talk to me if only i weren’t so occupied with my children. there were two there – my daughter and one of her friends. “oh, no, only one is mine,” i said. rather than being understanding, he continued to give me a look of judgment while refusing to converse with me so i walked out of the room while feeling if he isn’t willing to understand my current life experience he wasn’t worth my time. so i headed to the shower for some quiet solitude. inside the shower however were shoes – my mate’s shoes, my child’s shoes as well as a yoga ball (that would be mine). cramped quarters. i then noticed the door to the bathroom was open and broke in tears as i said how wonderful it would be if someone could pick up after me.
that is my life. cramped quarters. desperately needing a vacation and some TLC. and not nearly enough solitude. last night i remedied part of that by shutting myself in the bedroom, putting on some music and dancing all by myself. it was refreshing. more of that is a must.
earlier today in the “real” shower i called out to jesus. that’s not something i do but given something i read recently on the power to call out that name to dispel low frequencies and invite clearing and freedom, i gave it a try. plus i did it once many years ago when i was literally under physical attack by another dimensional entity. it worked immediately. today however i was not desperate in the moment. this was one of fatigue. weariness. i commanded freedom for every one of us. inside and outside. let the energies of freedom pour into this realm and saturate every inch of it – wiping out any and all energies of control and power over in ALL forms of life and in all creations – organic and artificial. MAKE IT SO NOW!
what’s interesting is my mate did the same thing himself this morning – without knowing i had done. so i invite you to do the same. make it go universally viral. make this love wave spread. why wait? seriously – does anyone have a real answer to that “we have to wait and be patient” when we KNOW that ALL can switch and change in a heartbeat.
yes.
love,
victoria
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