Today’s Reflection ~ taking a deeeeeeeeeeeeeep breath

 

whew boy what a day this has turned into.

to start off with i found out someone had hacked into my debit card and tried to buy some prescription drugs so that warranted a trip to the bank where i learned they don’t handle that – so i had to call the 800 number. then i went to drop off my child at a friend’s house for a playdate but no one was home.  i received a phone call telling me of the hold-up so i took care of the bank business and returned home.  we decided with the spare time we would call our neighbor and adopted grandpa at the hospital.  we were thinking of going up for a visit late in the weekend but he said NO VISITORS – just phone calls.  so being i had notified some of his friends and a social group of his that he was in the hospital i had to get on the phone again and pass along that message.

so i head out to deliver our girl to her friend’s house.  upon walking in we are greeted by a very aggressive, barking/charging dog – thankfully it was on a leash.  it’s the grandparents dog and they are visiting for the week to help out the dad while the mama is out of town.  i requested the dog be put outside.  at first i was told it’s ok we’ll just keep him on a leash.

wtf?  are you kidding me?  first face palm moment.

my girl’s friend said the dog scares her too and he nips at her a lot.

face palm #2.  poor little girl.

so i said i was not comfortable leaving my girl there as long as that dog was in the house so the dog was placed outside.

then………..i was told the little girl had been home for the past couple of days because she got her – FLU SHOT – and had a reaction.

wtf??

so i said i could not let our girl stay there.  viral shedding.

viral shedding?  what’s that, i was asked.

so i briefly explained it – essentially saying to look it up – while expressing my concern over the child receiving the flu shot as i know the mama has stated absolutely NO to the flu vaccine.  she and i have had talks about it.  so the grandparent simply said “well she’s not here.  she’s been gone all week.”  i reiterated i felt the mother would be upset knowing this had happened.  again – she hasn’t been home all week.

so……………visit with grandparents who bring their dog who nips at the child and barks aggressively and shoot her up with a toxic cocktail.  i was seriously having one of those gobsmack moments.  one of those “i cannot believe i am experiencing this – get me OUT OF HERE” so i got our girl – apologized to her friend – telling them this had nothing to do with either of them – they could play in another 2 weeks – but we had to go.

upon returning home i had to look for the other neighbor’s cane – which had been left over at grandpa’s house plus try and find the very expensive prescription pills that were said to have been left at his house on the porch. i investigated (we have his spare keys) and realized it after entering the house to get the can – that the package was inside the house.  how it got there?  i haven’t a clue.

i’m still too “i cannot believe i had THAT experience” of early in the day.

life it seems is telling me to detach and let it ALLLLLLLLLLLLL go – all of the blocks.  the contrary energies.  if it feels and appears to be “augh!” – it isn’t mine to experience.

so even with all of that i did have a really fun manifestation this morning.  for months i have been wanting to see the moon in its odd position – on it’s “back”.  others have been seeing it and sharing/commenting about it and i felt left out.  lol  so i began saying “ok before i get out of this experience i want to see the moon on its’ back!”

so at 6:20am i wake up, head to the bathroom and am nudged to look out back (east).  i stand there letting my eyes adjust saying “ok what am i looking for” – then i see the moon and well, i will let the picture below speak.

we are close.  oh so very very close.  YRFT’s video last night claims this and given how absolutely crazy chaotic today was with happenings and just the general energy out there among the populace (which felt chaotic – and detached/absolutely zoned out – some of the bank employees seemed to be in a totally different space) – well something is definitely afoot.  some energy reads will show the intensity as well.

love,

victoria

 

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