total smackdown flatlined today energetically. i woke up – and felt like i kept that groggy dream-like sleep going. i couldn’t shake the feeling. i had already slept a good 9 hours – almost solid (certainly very deep sleep) – and yet here i was feeling like i simply could not get out of bed and function.
big me – the universe – life – gave me the necessary blast to at least give the impression of a functioning robot. woops – adult. lol i did very little online today and only heard from one of you who was having the same experience. my mate is experiencing the same thing – fully not all here. our daughter was also unusually sleepy upon awakening.
so i managed to function. went to the store. mate and i worked together to do the meal stuff/prep. it was an amazingly beautiful day here in terms of the weather. very warm – sunny – after off and on weeks of cool and rain it felt tropical today.
the feeling i had this morning was one of being pulled out of here – slowly – once again. i finally made the decision to take a nap around 4pm and was out immediately.
little synchronicities found their way into my experience. while in the car i was guided to look at the dash board. clock radio said 4:22 – while the trip meter said 22.2. i also saw several songs today too – about waiting for the light, the coming light, eastern something or other, into the mist….. i thought to photo capture all of this but decided i no longer need to do that.
aside from the “not altogether here” feeling my body feels heavy – and i am having some achy joints. tried pulling off a bike ride but called that off as my body was not into it – and i could see my girl struggle to pay attention to parked cars along the road. it appears all of the satellite stuff is back online – not seeing anything on the “charts” and “movies” to indicate why i am feeling this way – why some of us are. the only explanation i have is what i shared above.
any of you having a similar day?
love,
victoria
Yes, very sleepy here, too. When my mate and I fell asleep this afternoon, it was within seconds and very deep. Upon waking, I thought it was the next day, lol!