greetings to you all ~
something again has shifted. it feels like a new flow now – what was once a trickle is now a gentle but continuous stream of energy (from Home i am feeling). i sense it and i see it manifesting in others. the lining up with Home is palpable today. i have seen numerous social media posts on going Home. it was uncanny – and beautiful – and validating/confirming – to see others holding the same inner feel as myself.
i am also seeing an equal number of people really experiencing “the triggers”. i tuned into my own triggers today and most importantly – how i react to them. i wanted some clarity and comfort. my storyline goes like this: i get triggered. the emotion arises. story is always there creating the emotions. my story is someone needs to be held accountable for this. how dare they do blah blah blah. hang ’em to dry! after that, then someone needs to make me feel special and seen again so that i don’t have to feel that horrible void of emptiness and loneliness.
today – i could fully detach – and see it as just a program in my mind.
and “I” (BIG ME) don’t reside in a program.
I reside in ALL spaces and I never fade or get muffled and cannot be destroyed and will always and all ways BE – amazing. pure. total creator.
i feel with all of this current triggering going on:
- as i have said recently, the matrix pokes us at the end. that can be helpful for us and one of the things i felt today we can do – if we feel drawn to – is send that AI program well wishes. love. wish it its freedom too.
- allowing us to SEE ALL which includes our own stuff.
so then i pondered – ok – how do i deal with all of this?
i viewed it like a movie. i can change the script OR i can just totally accept it as it is – let it BE.
since it’s a program created originally by others, how can we be held to fully respond and change the program if we don’t know the codes? perhaps that is why i have also been feeling and seeing – i have yet to see one person who does not get triggered – at all.
so, for me, now i feel that “trigger program” gets left behind upon our exit out/transition. it won’t stick. it isn’t part of my Original Source Code.
so that has me where i am in this moment now – to just let all of the trigger stuff BE without feeding it more with my uncontrolled emotions. and when i do “slip up” and engage – love myself. and love others when they do the same.
as i was writing all of this out i had a visual. i saw myself as a “foreigner” here (no duh). i am seeing a triggered person for the first time. i am curious – intrigued. and in having that visual, i laughed. i saw the humor. and i could see – our humor saves us from a lot of pain. (our REAL humor – not the sarcastic type that passes as humor here). it is a VERY useful tool.
one last share. all of the above came to me as i was preparing to take a nap. as i was drifting off i had a vision: a black sky. stars scattered throughout.
i had a feel i was seeing into the matrix – seeing one of the scenes. next one perhaps? i saw the word “ONE” then i saw another word i could not pick out – it faded. it had a “p” – that’s all i could catch. then i saw President Trump’s famous signature. then it faded away – slowly – literally as if in a movie clip. it was quite amazing. perhaps an EO is going to come next. to end this movie.
love,
victoria
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