Today’s Share ~ 4/10/18

 

I was originally going to title this piece “What the F Is Wrong With People”…but I had some time to reflect and go within quietly whereby I could feel a part of me say “I am so sorry I made you come here.  I did not know how hard it was going to be for you.”

You being the human version of Me.

I’m at this space of limbo.  I feel I am in between this realm and the next.  I feel that more fully than ever.  Previously it was more of a thought and less of an internal experience.  Now it is a full on experience.

And it fucking sucks.  The longing for what I know to be real and the longing for what I have seen and felt and dreamed of for so many years is at some moments a tidal wave in its intensity.

I had a phone call the other night with one of the very few people I could put the label “friend” on for it is someone w/whom I can be truly myself and actually be heard without judgment.  I let myself sink fully how I felt and said “I am so deeply dissatisfied with my life.  I am so deeply bored.  And I have no. clue. no. feeling. of. inspiration. as. to what to do to create it differently.”

NONE.

I can change my thoughts – and I do because I still have leftover programmed thoughts that say “change your thoughts change your life”. But the internal feeling experience, that truth radar, says it feels different.  And no longer will I lie to myself.

I have had enough of this experience.

On our walk today, I watched the clouds.  I intended with all that I am to bring an end to all that is false and bring forth all that is truth.  Real.  The full freedom to choose my own reality and not just my perception and thoughts OF it. I WANT THE WHOLE SHEBANG DAMNIT!  In a recent conversation online, a wonderful woman commented on a video on the matrix and the event said “I intend it to HURRY for I want out of this realm NOW!!”  She was questioned by well-meaning but still matrix programmed people who told her (powered-over her instead of allowing her to have her own experience) she needed to go within, to remember how she and her family created this realm so she could have this experience and why would she want to go to another dimension and does she know what’s even “out there” and blah blah bot thought blah. ARGH!  I had to say something.  Isn’t it our RIGHT to have the full freedom TO make such a decision to explore another dimension?

Of course it is!

We have quiet DNA within us just waiting to be turned on again so we CAN have that ability (among all others of course as well).

I read a piece earlier that stated if a majority of us focus on New Earth NOW ~ we would create that within 7 days.

Is that all it takes at this point?

7 days until the Event.

7 days until the New Earth.

7 days until we have the full freedom to live completely 100% according to our OWN CHOOSING.

Focusing all along on having the above NOW.

For as I am being completely honest, I know of nothing else to do nor nothing else I want.  Although I will also be fully honest and say this Goddess Rainbow Warrior Starseed fill-in-the-blank Being is weary as never before in thinking/intending that which I desire.

But apparently that is what we have to work with.  For now.

That is all for now.

Much love,

Victoria

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